my 101st

This marks my 101st blog entry! Whew!

Actually, I was supposed to do a 100th commemoration whatsoever. But I accidentally posted the slide show below instead.

Blogging has changed my life, really! I'm not being sentimental or anything. Yet it feels great to pour my heart out every once in a while. Liberating ought to be the exact term here! Because personally, I'm a writer not a speaker. I do not like confrontations, especially being put on the spotlight. I'd rather write tons of paper work than speak in front of people, most of whom I rarely know.

So, what's up with me now? I've said before how excited I am to move out of our house. I still am. However, I decided to put off that decision for now. When I did my "scouting" a few days ago, it appears my prospects were already taken. It made me think that time. I took it as a sign. In a way, this decision is beneficial for both sides. I could concentrate on the 15-month preparation stage for our house in Bulacan and at the same time save some more so I could have a cool and comfy pad next year. It's honestly hard on my part, for I really am fed up at home. But I have lived for almost 28 years in the same place, so it wouldn't hurt to wait a year more. The wait could be agonizing, yet I have high hopes for this one.

I have given up on someone. I realized I'm just hurting myself in the process. I know he'll be around, and that's just about it. I know I have to stop telling myself that things could be different with us; that his return may actually mean something worthwhile. Lord knows that I wish him well. And that I'm grateful that he came back.

It's been one great ride. I'm looking forward to hundreds of blog entries in the future.