When someone returns to your life, albeit unexpectedly, it's like an extra icing on your cake. That's how I felt at the latter part of 2006 up to April this year. It was casual and just the way I need it to be. There was no intention on my part to rush things between us. However, like his quick return, it came to a point when his messages just stopped coming. There's still a way for him to communicate, that I'm sure of. Whatever his reason/s might be, I honor that. I just feel like I failed to do my part. I should have told him how much I adore him and that I want him to be a part of my life; that after all these years, I have kept a special place in my heart for him. Yet if it's God's will that we ought to stay this way, I accept my fate. Someday, I know in my heart, that my guy will come.
In June, a few days after my 28th birthday, I was diagnosed with cervical spondylosis, a condition I have to bear for the rest of my life. Since surgery is not an option (being a delicate procedure according to my doctor), I will have to content myself with muscle relaxants. I've also stopped my consultaions for I'm feeling better already. Plus, my annual check-up went well, yielding negative results for all tests. I just pray that my health remains okay in the years to come.
In August, after his nearly three years of battle with several complications, my dad succumbed to his illness and joined our Creator. I've prepared myself for that already. It pains me to see his body deteriorating every day. But he was able to open up doors for us. Wherever he may be right now, I know he's happy.
As for my career, it's been one heck of a ride. At some point, I felt like giving up. I've shed so many tears and I thought I have very limited reasons to stay. I'm hanging on though. I still believe there are better things to come my way (in the outside world, that is). Amidst everything, I thank God for giving me "real" friends who stood by me in the toughest times of my life. Not that I needed someone to defend me, but their mere support was enough to keep me going.
Moreover, I'm glad to have had some freelance assignments lately. They keep my thoughts away from the usual stress that my current situation at work gives me.
Lastly, I am very grateful for newfound friends from GT. They lighten up my load and keep me company when I'm down. Some GT threads even helped me not to doze off (LOL!) at work during the day, which is good I should say.
All in all, I've had very rocky moments this year. But I'm welcoming 2008 with a smile in my heart. As they say, "Hope springs eternal..."
Friday, December 28, 2007
Thursday, December 13, 2007
this is my december...
It's here once again...probably the most expensive holiday of the year where I get to spend for myself and for my loved ones. At the end of the day, it's the smile on their faces that make every peso I spent all worth it.
I've done some shopping already but I still need to buy a few things. Probably I could finish everything this Saturday.
This year, my gift to myself is a new mobile phone. I remember myself saying a year ago that my nokia 6101 will be my last phone since I'm quite satisfied with its features already (and I've always wanted a clamshell phone). And the fact that I also purchased a canon powershot a550 last August made me seal my decision at that. But I guess I lied, haha! Last month, I chanced upon nokia 3110, nokia's most affordable semi-complete phone (if only it had 3G, I couldn't ask for more) to date. So there, I sold my ever reliable 6101 and went to Cyberzone yesterday to buy my latest baby. I'm still learning to navigate through its features, but I'm getting there. I just uploaded my first music file this morning – Kelly Clarkson's Breakaway. Maybe the song has significance to my life now. But then the word maybe may not be the proper term. I'm just keeping my fingers crossed for now. Someday my time to shine will come...
FYI, I greeted someone on his birthday yesterday via a Friendster comment. I wasn't expecting for anything whatsoever. It appears he just browsed my profile and I'm fine with that. I still wish him well...
I've done some shopping already but I still need to buy a few things. Probably I could finish everything this Saturday.
This year, my gift to myself is a new mobile phone. I remember myself saying a year ago that my nokia 6101 will be my last phone since I'm quite satisfied with its features already (and I've always wanted a clamshell phone). And the fact that I also purchased a canon powershot a550 last August made me seal my decision at that. But I guess I lied, haha! Last month, I chanced upon nokia 3110, nokia's most affordable semi-complete phone (if only it had 3G, I couldn't ask for more) to date. So there, I sold my ever reliable 6101 and went to Cyberzone yesterday to buy my latest baby. I'm still learning to navigate through its features, but I'm getting there. I just uploaded my first music file this morning – Kelly Clarkson's Breakaway. Maybe the song has significance to my life now. But then the word maybe may not be the proper term. I'm just keeping my fingers crossed for now. Someday my time to shine will come...
FYI, I greeted someone on his birthday yesterday via a Friendster comment. I wasn't expecting for anything whatsoever. It appears he just browsed my profile and I'm fine with that. I still wish him well...
Saturday, November 17, 2007
quotes from writers
Got this from PinoyWriters (thanks to greg star):
"Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great."
Mark Twain
"Experience is one thing you can't get for nothing."
Oscar Wilde
"Imagination grows by exercise, and contrary to common belief, is more powerful in the mature than in the young."
W. Somerset Maugham
"There are times when quantity is at least as important as quality in learning an art."
Lawrence Watt-Evans
"Writing a novel is like driving a car at night. You can see only as far as your headlights, but you can make the whole trip that way."
E.L. Doctorow
"Work is love made visible. And if you cannot work with love but only with distaste, it is better that you should leave your work and sit at the gate of the temple and take alms of those who work with joy."
Kahlil Gibran
"Good writing is supposed to evoke sensation in the reader—not the fact that it is raining, but the feeling of being rained upon."
E.L. Doctorow
"Art is not a handicraft. It is the transmission of a feeling which the artist has experienced. "
Leo Tolstoy
"He is able who thinks he is able."
Buddha
"Great ability develops and reveals itself increasingly with every new assignment."
Baltasar Gracian
"Becoming the reader is the essence of becoming a writer."
John O'Hara
"Read a lot, finding out what kind of writing turns you on, in order to develop a criterion for your own writing. And then trust it—and yourself."
Rosemary Daniell
"If you would be a writer, first be a reader. Only through the assimilation of ideas, thoughts and philosophies can one begin to focus his own ideas, thoughts and philosophies. "
Allan W. Eckert
"Start early and work hard. A writer's apprenticeship usually involves writing a million words (which are then discarded) before he's almost ready to begin. That takes a while."
David Eddings
"Read, read, read. Read everything—trash, classics, good and bad, and see how they do it. Just like a carpenter who works as an apprentice and studies the most. Read! You'll absorb it. Then write. If it is good, you'll find out. If it's not, throw it out the window."
William Faulkner
"I took a number of stories by popular writers as well as others by Maupassant, O. Henry, Stevenson, etc., and studied them carefully. Modifying what I learned over the next few years, I began to sell."
Louis L'Amour
"Write what you care about and understand. Writers should never try to outguess the marketplace in search of a salable idea; the simple truth is that all good books will eventually find a publisher if the writer tries hard enough, and a central secret to writing a good book is to write on that people like you will enjoy."
Richard North Patterson
"Never save anything for your next book, because that possible creation may not be properly shaped to hold the thoughts you're working with today. In fiction especially, anything that could happen, should happen."
Tam Mossman
"When I used to teach creative writing, I would tell the students to make their characters want something right away even if it's only a glass of water. Characters paralyzed by the meaninglessness of modern life still have to drink water from time to time."
Kurt Vonnegut
"I write as straight as I can, just as I walk as straight as I can, because that is the best way to get there."
H.G. Wells
"Only write from your own passion, your own truth. That's the only thing you really know about, and anything else leads you away from the pulse."
Marianne Williamson
"There are no laws for the novel. There never have been, nor can there ever be."
Doris Lessing
"The first thing you have to consider when writing a novel is your story, and then your story—and then your story!"
Ford Madox Ford
"Good writers are those who keep the language efficient. That is to say, keep it accurate, keep it clear."
Ezra Pound
"I think of an author as somebody who goes into the marketplace and puts down his rug and says, "I will tell you a story," and then he passes the hat."
Robertson Davies
"Beginning writers must appreciate the prerequisites if they hope to become writers. You pay your dues—which takes years."
Alex Haley
"The task of a writer consists of being able to make something out of an idea."
Thomas Mann
"The difference between reality and fiction? Fiction has to make sense."
Tom Clancy
"If a book is not alive in the writer's mind, it is as dead as year-old horse-shit."
Stephen King
"For a creative writer possession of the "truth" is less important than emotional sincerity."
George Orwell
"Close the door. Write with no one looking over your shoulder. Don't try to figure out what other people want to hear from you; figure out what you have to say. It's the one and only thing you have to offer."
Barbara Kingsolver
"However great a man's natural talent may be, the act of writing cannot be learned all at once."
Jean Jacques Rousseau
"A novel should be an experience and convey an emotional truth rather than arguments."
Joyce Cary
"No tears in the writer, no tears in the reader. No surprise in the writer, no surprise in the reader."
Robert Frost
"To imagine yourself inside another person...is what a story writer does in every piece of work; it is his first step, and his last too, I suppose."
Eudora Welty
"No, it's not a very good story—its author was too busy listening to other voices to listen as closely as he should have to the one coming from inside."
Stephen King
"You ask for the distinction between 'Editor' and 'Publisher': an editor selects manuscripts; a publisher selects editors."
Max Schuster
"Nothing leads so straight to futility as literary ambitions without systematic knowledge."
H.G. Wells
"You must want to enough. Enough to take all the rejections, enough to pay the price of disappointment and discouragement while you are learning. Like any other artist you must learn your craft—then you can add all the genius you like."
Phyllis A. Whitney
"Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great."
Mark Twain
"Experience is one thing you can't get for nothing."
Oscar Wilde
"Imagination grows by exercise, and contrary to common belief, is more powerful in the mature than in the young."
W. Somerset Maugham
"There are times when quantity is at least as important as quality in learning an art."
Lawrence Watt-Evans
"Writing a novel is like driving a car at night. You can see only as far as your headlights, but you can make the whole trip that way."
E.L. Doctorow
"Work is love made visible. And if you cannot work with love but only with distaste, it is better that you should leave your work and sit at the gate of the temple and take alms of those who work with joy."
Kahlil Gibran
"Good writing is supposed to evoke sensation in the reader—not the fact that it is raining, but the feeling of being rained upon."
E.L. Doctorow
"Art is not a handicraft. It is the transmission of a feeling which the artist has experienced. "
Leo Tolstoy
"He is able who thinks he is able."
Buddha
"Great ability develops and reveals itself increasingly with every new assignment."
Baltasar Gracian
"Becoming the reader is the essence of becoming a writer."
John O'Hara
"Read a lot, finding out what kind of writing turns you on, in order to develop a criterion for your own writing. And then trust it—and yourself."
Rosemary Daniell
"If you would be a writer, first be a reader. Only through the assimilation of ideas, thoughts and philosophies can one begin to focus his own ideas, thoughts and philosophies. "
Allan W. Eckert
"Start early and work hard. A writer's apprenticeship usually involves writing a million words (which are then discarded) before he's almost ready to begin. That takes a while."
David Eddings
"Read, read, read. Read everything—trash, classics, good and bad, and see how they do it. Just like a carpenter who works as an apprentice and studies the most. Read! You'll absorb it. Then write. If it is good, you'll find out. If it's not, throw it out the window."
William Faulkner
"I took a number of stories by popular writers as well as others by Maupassant, O. Henry, Stevenson, etc., and studied them carefully. Modifying what I learned over the next few years, I began to sell."
Louis L'Amour
"Write what you care about and understand. Writers should never try to outguess the marketplace in search of a salable idea; the simple truth is that all good books will eventually find a publisher if the writer tries hard enough, and a central secret to writing a good book is to write on that people like you will enjoy."
Richard North Patterson
"Never save anything for your next book, because that possible creation may not be properly shaped to hold the thoughts you're working with today. In fiction especially, anything that could happen, should happen."
Tam Mossman
"When I used to teach creative writing, I would tell the students to make their characters want something right away even if it's only a glass of water. Characters paralyzed by the meaninglessness of modern life still have to drink water from time to time."
Kurt Vonnegut
"I write as straight as I can, just as I walk as straight as I can, because that is the best way to get there."
H.G. Wells
"Only write from your own passion, your own truth. That's the only thing you really know about, and anything else leads you away from the pulse."
Marianne Williamson
"There are no laws for the novel. There never have been, nor can there ever be."
Doris Lessing
"The first thing you have to consider when writing a novel is your story, and then your story—and then your story!"
Ford Madox Ford
"Good writers are those who keep the language efficient. That is to say, keep it accurate, keep it clear."
Ezra Pound
"I think of an author as somebody who goes into the marketplace and puts down his rug and says, "I will tell you a story," and then he passes the hat."
Robertson Davies
"Beginning writers must appreciate the prerequisites if they hope to become writers. You pay your dues—which takes years."
Alex Haley
"The task of a writer consists of being able to make something out of an idea."
Thomas Mann
"The difference between reality and fiction? Fiction has to make sense."
Tom Clancy
"If a book is not alive in the writer's mind, it is as dead as year-old horse-shit."
Stephen King
"For a creative writer possession of the "truth" is less important than emotional sincerity."
George Orwell
"Close the door. Write with no one looking over your shoulder. Don't try to figure out what other people want to hear from you; figure out what you have to say. It's the one and only thing you have to offer."
Barbara Kingsolver
"However great a man's natural talent may be, the act of writing cannot be learned all at once."
Jean Jacques Rousseau
"A novel should be an experience and convey an emotional truth rather than arguments."
Joyce Cary
"No tears in the writer, no tears in the reader. No surprise in the writer, no surprise in the reader."
Robert Frost
"To imagine yourself inside another person...is what a story writer does in every piece of work; it is his first step, and his last too, I suppose."
Eudora Welty
"No, it's not a very good story—its author was too busy listening to other voices to listen as closely as he should have to the one coming from inside."
Stephen King
"You ask for the distinction between 'Editor' and 'Publisher': an editor selects manuscripts; a publisher selects editors."
Max Schuster
"Nothing leads so straight to futility as literary ambitions without systematic knowledge."
H.G. Wells
"You must want to enough. Enough to take all the rejections, enough to pay the price of disappointment and discouragement while you are learning. Like any other artist you must learn your craft—then you can add all the genius you like."
Phyllis A. Whitney
rough times
Here's another quote from Meredith Grey which I really love:
"Deep down, everyone wants to believe they can be hardcore. But being hardcore isn’t just about being tough. It’s about acceptance. Sometimes you have to give yourself permission to not be hardcore for once. You don’t have to be tough every minute of every day. It’s okay to let down your guard. In fact there are moments when it’s the best thing you can possibly do… as long as you choose your moments wisely."
I've experienced rough times lately – health, relationships, loyalty among others. I'm still hurting, and the pain continue to linger. Yet I'm glad to have opened up to some chosen few. And to one I least expected. He was very considerate and understanding all along. I felt I wasn't judged or anything. I felt a little better...
"Deep down, everyone wants to believe they can be hardcore. But being hardcore isn’t just about being tough. It’s about acceptance. Sometimes you have to give yourself permission to not be hardcore for once. You don’t have to be tough every minute of every day. It’s okay to let down your guard. In fact there are moments when it’s the best thing you can possibly do… as long as you choose your moments wisely."
I've experienced rough times lately – health, relationships, loyalty among others. I'm still hurting, and the pain continue to linger. Yet I'm glad to have opened up to some chosen few. And to one I least expected. He was very considerate and understanding all along. I felt I wasn't judged or anything. I felt a little better...
Saturday, October 20, 2007
the life of JANE AUSTEN
After so many weeks of not seeing any film at all, I finally gave in and satisfied myself with no less than one of my favorite film genre, period movies.
BECOMING JANE is a peek into the life of one of the most famous English authors of our time, Jane Austen. It depicts her early struggles as a writer and as a woman, who in those times should either marry or end up a spinster forever. (Oh well, those were the days!)
After several meetings with Mr. Wisley, Jane's mother and Lady Gresham (Mr. Wisley's aunt) were convinced that the two were perfect for each other. However, Jane wasn't the type who would marry for money, so he refused his proposal, much to her father's delight. For Reverend Austen, Jane's happiness is what matters the most.
Then came Tom Lefroy, a promising yet arrogant lawyer. Their meetings were at first a disaster, mostly due to Tom's mischievous behavior. But they were able to get to know each other and eventually fell in love.
When Tom was about to present Jane to his benefactor, his uncle Judge Langlois, he disapproved of the match, citing Jane's family condition. He threatened to disown his nephew if he insisted on marrying Jane. The young lovers' hopes were crushed, since Tom's family mainly depended on his uncle for financial support.
Jane decided to accept Mr. Wisley's proposal upon knowing of Tom's upcoming marriage to a new acquaintance. But before the two tie the knot with their respective partners, they again met. This time, Tom proposed that they run away to another place, and start their life anew. Jane was hesitant at first, but her love for Tom was all she could think of so she accepted.
While halfway near their destination, Jane stumbled upon a letter from Tom's mom, thanking him for the money he sent for them. Jane was dumbfounded. She couldn't afford to see Tom's family in dire need, just to satisfy her and Tom's love for each other. Despite Tom's assurance that he'll work harder to provide for them both and his family, Jane still decided that their love should not go any further. She left a devastated Tom and went back to her family in Hampshire.
She finished the book Pride and Prejudice (initially titled First Impressions) using her own love experience. Tom was to be Mr. Darcy and she, Elizabeth Bennet.
Years later, we'll see Jane (who never married) with her brother Henry and his wife at an opera performance. She is now an accomplished author, with many titles to her name. She saw a familiar face in the crowd, but he slowly walked away when he sensed that she saw him. Henry ran after him and finally Jane and Tom met again. Tom then introduced her daughter to them, a lovely lass he named after Jane.
My verdict: Great story line and a very convincing Anne Hathaway despite being an American portraying an English role. James McAvoy was also terrific and he and Anne both have good chemistry on screen. I also loved the cinematography despite the fact that the film was shot in Dublin, Ireland rather than in Hampshire, UK where Jane Austen grew up.
*****
Quotable Quotes:
"Sometimes affection is like a flower that takes time to blossom."
- Mr. Wisley
"Affection is desirable; money is absolutely indispensable."
- Mrs. Austen
"Nothing destroys spirit like poverty."
- Reverend Austen
"One way or another, passion makes a fool of us all."
- Tom Lefroy
"Aren't there any other woman in Hampshire?" (winner!)
- Jane Austen (to her cousin John when she found out he's been secretly in love with her)
Thursday, October 18, 2007
fun time
Last Saturday, I had another EB with some of my GT acquaintances. I met 10tequilashots, penelope, and gypsiechick. Too bad, zeil and tipC both had unfortunate incidents that day so they were unable to meet at us at the Trinoma Mall.
We were excited to see each other, obviously! After weeks of fun at a certain GT thread, we were finally face to face.
We had our dinner at Giligan's Island. The viands were tasty, not to mention the group package was affordable, too!
Afterwards, we went to the garden area for some bonding moments. We chuckled a lot when we exchanged stories on different topics, most especially guys. And we found out we share a lot of things in common. Don't you think that's awesome?
We hope to meet again soon. Some even suggested that we do this on a monthly basis. I say why not!
Now who would have thought I'd meet amazing people online, like the ones I have now? Indeed, I am one lucky gal!
We were excited to see each other, obviously! After weeks of fun at a certain GT thread, we were finally face to face.
We had our dinner at Giligan's Island. The viands were tasty, not to mention the group package was affordable, too!
Afterwards, we went to the garden area for some bonding moments. We chuckled a lot when we exchanged stories on different topics, most especially guys. And we found out we share a lot of things in common. Don't you think that's awesome?
We hope to meet again soon. Some even suggested that we do this on a monthly basis. I say why not!
Now who would have thought I'd meet amazing people online, like the ones I have now? Indeed, I am one lucky gal!
Saturday, October 13, 2007
enlightenment
Here's a text message I received yesterday:
Someday, we'll all be looking to those days we learned to love, get hurt, and cry. Maybe when that time comes, we'll be laughing at our own dumb selves, realizing how stupid we were to stand up for things we knew was not really meant for us. But I guess learning takes time, and mistakes make one's journey fun. Life is what we make it. Love makes the world go round. So let's live, love, and take whatever pain it brings...for now.
Whew, that was such an enlightenment, huh!
Yeah, I got hurt so many times, but then again, I am here still...grateful to experience life in all its blessings and peculiarity. I'm not afraid to say that I do have so many what-ifs yet I'm holding on to the fact that those would eventually fade away, just like feelings unrequited.
It's hard facing people and situation that somehow let you sink to the ground. There are questions I don't even know how to answer. On occasions, I prefer not to respond anymore and just savor the silence that envelopes my entirety.
I'm trying to live my life the only way I know how. And I'm doing well so far...
Someday, we'll all be looking to those days we learned to love, get hurt, and cry. Maybe when that time comes, we'll be laughing at our own dumb selves, realizing how stupid we were to stand up for things we knew was not really meant for us. But I guess learning takes time, and mistakes make one's journey fun. Life is what we make it. Love makes the world go round. So let's live, love, and take whatever pain it brings...for now.
Whew, that was such an enlightenment, huh!
Yeah, I got hurt so many times, but then again, I am here still...grateful to experience life in all its blessings and peculiarity. I'm not afraid to say that I do have so many what-ifs yet I'm holding on to the fact that those would eventually fade away, just like feelings unrequited.
It's hard facing people and situation that somehow let you sink to the ground. There are questions I don't even know how to answer. On occasions, I prefer not to respond anymore and just savor the silence that envelopes my entirety.
I'm trying to live my life the only way I know how. And I'm doing well so far...
Thursday, October 04, 2007
Friday, September 28, 2007
a night with a fellow girltalker
I had the chance to see the Korean Film Festival at the UP Film Center last Wednesday night. I was joined by a fellow Girltalker, Liez, and we had tons of fun as we watched two films, both under the dramedy genre.
5PM
Ditto—a time-travel romance in the tradition of the international sensation, Il Mare, which was remade into the Hollywood blockbuster, The Lakehouse. The sci-fi romance is about two university students separated by 20 years, and the love affair that blossomed between them with the help of an old radiophone.
* Most of the scenes were amusing; not your typical slapstick comedy since the lines, though comedic in approach, were well-written. I also love the theme of sacrificial love.
7PM
My Heart, a period drama of epic proportions, spanning half a century in the life of a heroine compelled to marry a ten-year-old boy at the time when Korea was taking its first steps into the modern age.
*This could very well pass as a heavy drama film, if not for the occasional funny tag lines. I'm also glad that it had a happy ending which is well suited to the main character - that after all the hardships she endured, she was able to find peace and happiness in the care of a child he treated as her very own.
5PM
Ditto—a time-travel romance in the tradition of the international sensation, Il Mare, which was remade into the Hollywood blockbuster, The Lakehouse. The sci-fi romance is about two university students separated by 20 years, and the love affair that blossomed between them with the help of an old radiophone.
* Most of the scenes were amusing; not your typical slapstick comedy since the lines, though comedic in approach, were well-written. I also love the theme of sacrificial love.
7PM
My Heart, a period drama of epic proportions, spanning half a century in the life of a heroine compelled to marry a ten-year-old boy at the time when Korea was taking its first steps into the modern age.
*This could very well pass as a heavy drama film, if not for the occasional funny tag lines. I'm also glad that it had a happy ending which is well suited to the main character - that after all the hardships she endured, she was able to find peace and happiness in the care of a child he treated as her very own.
Sunday, September 23, 2007
just around the corner
The newest seasons of my favorite American shows are coming our way. And seriously, I'm sooo excited!!!
Grey's Anatomy: The latest buzz about this show is the newest addition to the cast, Lexie Grey (played by Chyler Leigh). Recent reports say she will be paired up eventually with Alex Karev and not with Derek "McDreamy" Shepherd (thank God!). As for the Gizzie tandem (George and Izzie), Shonda says it's history already. So what about Callie? Can her marriage with George still be saved? And George, how does it feel to repeat his internship while his friends are residents already? And Christina, can she move on after Burke's departure? And Miranda...isn't she jealous of the new Chief Resident? As for Chief Webber, could he still handle the pressures of Seattle Grace?
(I honestly miss Addison Montgomery. If her show Private Practice can't pull through, I hope Shonda brings her back to Grey's Anatomy.)
Season 4 starts on September 27th in the US. As for us Filipinos, we'll have to wait for about two weeks only (hear me: TWO WEEKS!). This is because Studio 23 has already signed early release of the shows with the abc network which is the home studio of GA, Desperate Housewives, Smallville, and others. I mean, how cool is that!!!
CSI: Up to this time, the show is still quiet. By quiet I mean there is no clear storyline on whether Sara Sidle (played by Jorja Fox) will still return for Season 8. The car crash ending of Season 7 was really a cliffhanger for the fans. I do hope they keep her not only because she has a huge fan base, but I believe she is a vital part of the show as well.
Ugly Betty: With the Bradford Meade and Wilhelmina Slater wedding, what more can we ask for? And who's playing a bridesmaid on the show? No less than Victoria (Posh Spice) Adams-Beckham.
Brothers and Sisters: This is my newest favorite. I have yet to finish the first season, but it surely makes me cry each episode. I can't wait to see this unconventional yet endearing family.
Kudos to:
Katherine Heigl (Isobel Stevens on Grey's Anatomy), Best Supporting Actress in a Drama
America Ferrera (Betty Suarez on Ugly Betty), Best Actress in a Comedy
Sally Field (Nora Walker in Brothers and Sisters), Best Actress in a Drama
...in the recently concluded Primetime Emmy Awards.
Grey's Anatomy: The latest buzz about this show is the newest addition to the cast, Lexie Grey (played by Chyler Leigh). Recent reports say she will be paired up eventually with Alex Karev and not with Derek "McDreamy" Shepherd (thank God!). As for the Gizzie tandem (George and Izzie), Shonda says it's history already. So what about Callie? Can her marriage with George still be saved? And George, how does it feel to repeat his internship while his friends are residents already? And Christina, can she move on after Burke's departure? And Miranda...isn't she jealous of the new Chief Resident? As for Chief Webber, could he still handle the pressures of Seattle Grace?
(I honestly miss Addison Montgomery. If her show Private Practice can't pull through, I hope Shonda brings her back to Grey's Anatomy.)
Season 4 starts on September 27th in the US. As for us Filipinos, we'll have to wait for about two weeks only (hear me: TWO WEEKS!). This is because Studio 23 has already signed early release of the shows with the abc network which is the home studio of GA, Desperate Housewives, Smallville, and others. I mean, how cool is that!!!
CSI: Up to this time, the show is still quiet. By quiet I mean there is no clear storyline on whether Sara Sidle (played by Jorja Fox) will still return for Season 8. The car crash ending of Season 7 was really a cliffhanger for the fans. I do hope they keep her not only because she has a huge fan base, but I believe she is a vital part of the show as well.
Ugly Betty: With the Bradford Meade and Wilhelmina Slater wedding, what more can we ask for? And who's playing a bridesmaid on the show? No less than Victoria (Posh Spice) Adams-Beckham.
Brothers and Sisters: This is my newest favorite. I have yet to finish the first season, but it surely makes me cry each episode. I can't wait to see this unconventional yet endearing family.
Kudos to:
Katherine Heigl (Isobel Stevens on Grey's Anatomy), Best Supporting Actress in a Drama
America Ferrera (Betty Suarez on Ugly Betty), Best Actress in a Comedy
Sally Field (Nora Walker in Brothers and Sisters), Best Actress in a Drama
...in the recently concluded Primetime Emmy Awards.
Sunday, September 16, 2007
my past few days
A few days ago, I had the chance of meeting someone who I've been cozy with online since last month. It was supposed to be an EB (with at least four people confirming their presence, the two of us included), although my fellow GTs insist it was a date, a set-up even. I wouldn't mind if indeed it was one, but being the private person that I am, of course I wouldn't want every single detail of our supposed meeting be seen in some threads. I tried to somehow sway their perception of what transpired that night, but they went ahead thinking that there's something going on between us already.
After a very unfortunate incident at the office that day, I accepted his offer to be at our meeting place earlier than planned. He just came back from Davao and he had with him his promised "pasalubong" of mangosteen. There was an obvious feeling of shyness between us, yet we managed to talk. For after all, we have known a few things about each other already. He treated me to dinner and then we went to KK for the supposed EB. After an hour, someone literally dropped by and left after a few minutes. And would you believe she even had a camera with her so she could post some pictures of us! Goodness, that girl was really into this pair up thing! We told her, pictures were not allowed, and she accepted our decision.
I must admit it feels good to have someone ask me how my day was, or have I eaten already. We're on to this subtle flirting stage, and I guess I'm beginning to like him already. When he asked me if I was disappointed whatsoever after meeting him, I answered I have no further expectations of him. I am as complicated as he is right now, so where would that lead us? For now, I am just delighted that someone cares, and even spends his time (thanks to his Blackberry) just to make me smile.
*****
After all these years, most of my friends would know how much I value my reputation. And I guess someone is very well trying her way to ruin that. But if she thinks she's even penetrated me in any way, well then, think again. My very silence doesn't mean I am guilty of her accusations. The Bible said: "Blessed are those who humble themselves..." I will not give in to her provoking...never!
*****
We had another great time at the Trinoma mall yesterday. We shared Taco Bell's nachos, mexican pizza, and quesadillas. It was fun sharing what transpired in the office lately. We hope we could do it on a monthly basis.
After a very unfortunate incident at the office that day, I accepted his offer to be at our meeting place earlier than planned. He just came back from Davao and he had with him his promised "pasalubong" of mangosteen. There was an obvious feeling of shyness between us, yet we managed to talk. For after all, we have known a few things about each other already. He treated me to dinner and then we went to KK for the supposed EB. After an hour, someone literally dropped by and left after a few minutes. And would you believe she even had a camera with her so she could post some pictures of us! Goodness, that girl was really into this pair up thing! We told her, pictures were not allowed, and she accepted our decision.
I must admit it feels good to have someone ask me how my day was, or have I eaten already. We're on to this subtle flirting stage, and I guess I'm beginning to like him already. When he asked me if I was disappointed whatsoever after meeting him, I answered I have no further expectations of him. I am as complicated as he is right now, so where would that lead us? For now, I am just delighted that someone cares, and even spends his time (thanks to his Blackberry) just to make me smile.
*****
After all these years, most of my friends would know how much I value my reputation. And I guess someone is very well trying her way to ruin that. But if she thinks she's even penetrated me in any way, well then, think again. My very silence doesn't mean I am guilty of her accusations. The Bible said: "Blessed are those who humble themselves..." I will not give in to her provoking...never!
*****
We had another great time at the Trinoma mall yesterday. We shared Taco Bell's nachos, mexican pizza, and quesadillas. It was fun sharing what transpired in the office lately. We hope we could do it on a monthly basis.
Sunday, September 09, 2007
relationships
i have never been showy to my family. not that negligent type or anything. but i haven't been successful in that aspect.
with my dad's passing, things have started to change. it feels good to give my sisters a hug, after the hurt and the pain. just the fact that we have exchanged contact numbers made me believe that from now on, everything will be fine, and hopefully, for the better.
i had fun running around with the kids. the hugs and kisses made my day. this is one thing i'm very proud of - i'm good with kids. and i hope the bond will stay the same.
relationships, as we know, are complicated. it's hard to mend, when there's too much complications. but in God's grace, we're all praying for the best.
with my dad's passing, things have started to change. it feels good to give my sisters a hug, after the hurt and the pain. just the fact that we have exchanged contact numbers made me believe that from now on, everything will be fine, and hopefully, for the better.
i had fun running around with the kids. the hugs and kisses made my day. this is one thing i'm very proud of - i'm good with kids. and i hope the bond will stay the same.
relationships, as we know, are complicated. it's hard to mend, when there's too much complications. but in God's grace, we're all praying for the best.
Sunday, September 02, 2007
A EULOGY FOR MY DADDY
My father died last August 20 at exactly 7:05 AM. He was 85.
Below is the tribute speech I read in front of our family members and friends on the last night of his wake:
In a seemingly imperfect world, my father wasn't perfect as well. He had his flaws and imperfections. He made some mistakes. And yet amidst everything he committed in the past, he was a humble servant of the Lord, a confidante to his friends, a loving lolo to his apos, and a good father to his children.
I have three things in mind whenever I think of my Daddy...
First, he was as vain as most of us women here today. He wanted his clothes well-pressed. His "kikay kit" would mostly include Johnson's Baby Powder, Baby Bench Cologne, Heno de Pravia Deodorant, Green Cross Rubbing Alcohol, among others. His day wasn't complete without these things which he used after an hour or so in the bathroom. We would obviously know he had taken a bath since his footprits would leave baby powder marks all over our floor.
Second, I grew to love Tropical Hut Hamburgers because of him. He was a regular in its MCU branch until he succumbed to his sickness two years ago. He also loved chocolates despite his diabetes. I remember the time he gave me a Baby Ruth chocolate bar which he said was from one of my siblings abroad. It had a bite at one end. He handed it to me and said, "Kumagat lang ako, bawal naman sa 'kin 'yan." That was my father, "hanggang makakalusot, lulusot!"
Lastly, I could recall his excitement every time he asked me about my class standing. I have never been the type who brags about my achievements. But my dad, he delights in the fact that I got good grades.
These are just some of the things I could remember about our father. But what I can assure you is that "hindi po s'ya nagkulang." Against all odds, he was there for each and everyone of us.
Tatay/Daddy, we know you're in a great and peaceful place right now. Yet in our hearts we are certain you are always here with us, not before us nor behind us, but always beside us. Maraming salamat po!
Below is the tribute speech I read in front of our family members and friends on the last night of his wake:
In a seemingly imperfect world, my father wasn't perfect as well. He had his flaws and imperfections. He made some mistakes. And yet amidst everything he committed in the past, he was a humble servant of the Lord, a confidante to his friends, a loving lolo to his apos, and a good father to his children.
I have three things in mind whenever I think of my Daddy...
First, he was as vain as most of us women here today. He wanted his clothes well-pressed. His "kikay kit" would mostly include Johnson's Baby Powder, Baby Bench Cologne, Heno de Pravia Deodorant, Green Cross Rubbing Alcohol, among others. His day wasn't complete without these things which he used after an hour or so in the bathroom. We would obviously know he had taken a bath since his footprits would leave baby powder marks all over our floor.
Second, I grew to love Tropical Hut Hamburgers because of him. He was a regular in its MCU branch until he succumbed to his sickness two years ago. He also loved chocolates despite his diabetes. I remember the time he gave me a Baby Ruth chocolate bar which he said was from one of my siblings abroad. It had a bite at one end. He handed it to me and said, "Kumagat lang ako, bawal naman sa 'kin 'yan." That was my father, "hanggang makakalusot, lulusot!"
Lastly, I could recall his excitement every time he asked me about my class standing. I have never been the type who brags about my achievements. But my dad, he delights in the fact that I got good grades.
These are just some of the things I could remember about our father. But what I can assure you is that "hindi po s'ya nagkulang." Against all odds, he was there for each and everyone of us.
Tatay/Daddy, we know you're in a great and peaceful place right now. Yet in our hearts we are certain you are always here with us, not before us nor behind us, but always beside us. Maraming salamat po!
Saturday, August 18, 2007
15 Things I Want in a Boyfriend
My list (in no particular order)
• God-fearing
• street-smart (if intellectual type naman, dapat down-to-earth pa rin)
• mature ('yung alam mong may pinagkatandaan)
• someone who would surprise me every once in a while (kahit simple things, mababaw lang naman ako)
• financially stable (I wouldn't want to tire myself up and be wrinkly even before I turn 40)
• single (syempre naman!)
• physically, dapat taller than me and presentable (no offense, pero dapat hindi mukhang gusgusin at tambay sa kanto; right ko naman mamili)
• clean and nice-smelling (ayoko ng strong perfume and nakakahilong aftershave)
• someone who will make me feel loved; more than the love I have for him (for me, dapat ganun palagi ang pakiramdam coz mas secure ang feeling)
• someone who's not afraid to say what he feels (regardless if masaktan pa nya ako, as long as it's genuinely true)
• may pakialam sa mundo (not just current events but more on things that really matter, and he does his share in his own little way)
• a good conversationalist (ayoko dumating sa point na maubusan kami ng topic)
• someone who can make me laugh (not at the expense of others, but making sure he entertains me the only way he could)
• understanding in every sense of the word (my life is complicated as it is)
• someone who could travel with me to places I've never been to (kahit Philippines lang, madali naman akong kausap)
*Wishful thinking lang naman ito, and I am willing to compromise... ;)
• God-fearing
• street-smart (if intellectual type naman, dapat down-to-earth pa rin)
• mature ('yung alam mong may pinagkatandaan)
• someone who would surprise me every once in a while (kahit simple things, mababaw lang naman ako)
• financially stable (I wouldn't want to tire myself up and be wrinkly even before I turn 40)
• single (syempre naman!)
• physically, dapat taller than me and presentable (no offense, pero dapat hindi mukhang gusgusin at tambay sa kanto; right ko naman mamili)
• clean and nice-smelling (ayoko ng strong perfume and nakakahilong aftershave)
• someone who will make me feel loved; more than the love I have for him (for me, dapat ganun palagi ang pakiramdam coz mas secure ang feeling)
• someone who's not afraid to say what he feels (regardless if masaktan pa nya ako, as long as it's genuinely true)
• may pakialam sa mundo (not just current events but more on things that really matter, and he does his share in his own little way)
• a good conversationalist (ayoko dumating sa point na maubusan kami ng topic)
• someone who can make me laugh (not at the expense of others, but making sure he entertains me the only way he could)
• understanding in every sense of the word (my life is complicated as it is)
• someone who could travel with me to places I've never been to (kahit Philippines lang, madali naman akong kausap)
*Wishful thinking lang naman ito, and I am willing to compromise... ;)
Sunday, August 12, 2007
begin to hope
Last month, I found myself humming a certain tune over and over. Funny, but I actually turned to my niece who's actually a radio buff herself. The song, she said, was "SAMSON", from Regina Spektor's Begin to Hope album, and it has been in constant play in Philippine radio for the last few weeks.
Where exactly did I hear this song? I remember clearly my friend Mitch was singing that song while we were at the COA cottage in Baguio. But I am certain I have heard that somewhere else...
After searching on the Internet, I found out both FIDELITY (SIX DAYS, Part 2 episode) and ON THE RADIO (Damage Case episode) were used in Grey's Anatomy. Whew...I knew it! That's why her voice seem so familiar, huh!
When I bought her CD, I immediately fell in love with most of the songs. Aside from the three previously mentioned, I particularly like HOTEL SONG for its upbeat melody. Some songs sounded dull and eerie, though.
Other tracks in the album include BETTER, FIELD BELOW, APRES MOI, 20 YEARS OF SNOW, THAT TIME, EDIT, LADY, and SUMMER IN THE CITY.
Honestly, I still believe this is a great buy. Regina's music is unique; definitely a step ahead of the crappy pop songs produced lately.
On the other hand, I commend Grey's Anatomy for featuring rare talents in their show. From them the likes of Corinne Bailey Rae, The Fray, and Snow Patrol shot to fame. I have also discovered the music of Anna Nalick, Joshua Radin, and Rachael Yamagata through this show.
"You are my sweetest downfall..." (from the song SAMSON)
Hmmm, who could that be?
Where exactly did I hear this song? I remember clearly my friend Mitch was singing that song while we were at the COA cottage in Baguio. But I am certain I have heard that somewhere else...
After searching on the Internet, I found out both FIDELITY (SIX DAYS, Part 2 episode) and ON THE RADIO (Damage Case episode) were used in Grey's Anatomy. Whew...I knew it! That's why her voice seem so familiar, huh!
When I bought her CD, I immediately fell in love with most of the songs. Aside from the three previously mentioned, I particularly like HOTEL SONG for its upbeat melody. Some songs sounded dull and eerie, though.
Other tracks in the album include BETTER, FIELD BELOW, APRES MOI, 20 YEARS OF SNOW, THAT TIME, EDIT, LADY, and SUMMER IN THE CITY.
Honestly, I still believe this is a great buy. Regina's music is unique; definitely a step ahead of the crappy pop songs produced lately.
On the other hand, I commend Grey's Anatomy for featuring rare talents in their show. From them the likes of Corinne Bailey Rae, The Fray, and Snow Patrol shot to fame. I have also discovered the music of Anna Nalick, Joshua Radin, and Rachael Yamagata through this show.
"You are my sweetest downfall..." (from the song SAMSON)
Hmmm, who could that be?
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Monday, August 06, 2007
Sunday, July 29, 2007
he's just not that into you (aaargh!)
He's Just Not That Into You
by Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo
A fellow Girltalker was kind enough to send us an e-book of this one last week. Yes, it's prohibited, but we got away with it, yey! Good thing, the thread is still there, and my sister only got a warning, haha!
I've heard a lot about this in the past. The authors were from Sex and the City - Liz was a writer, and Greg, a consultant for the Emmy-winning show.
This one-of-a-kind-20th-century-eye-opener is really a realization in itself. And as Greg said: "Don't waste the pretty!" Yeah right, I'm way too foxy and delicious to just laze around and wait for my knight-and-shining-whatever!
Here's my favorite lines:
It’s very tempting when you really want to be with someone to settle for much, much less—even a vague, pathetic facsimile of less—than you would have ever imagined. Ladies, please, keep your eye on the prize. Remember always what you set out to get, and please don’t settle for less. If you can’t do it for you, do it for everyone else: These guys are able to exist because there are a lot of women out there who allow them to.
***
Hey, Hot Stuff,
Can’t wait till you get over that guy you were with. He sounds like a real jerk. Hope it’s soon. You’re way too tasty to be alone for too long. Come find me. I’m out here waiting.
Your Future
***
Unless he’s all yours, he’s still hers.
There are cool, loving single men in the world. Find one of them to go out with.
***
People are complicated. They are a mixed bag of lovable and dysfunctional qualities. That’s why they are so darn confusing. That’s why trying to figure them out is a waste of time.
***
So yes, it seems logical, reasonable, and down right savvy for all the fantastic, smart, healthy, funny, kind women out there to start thinking about lowering their expectations. Because I don’t know about you, but I hate being single. I hate going to parties alone. I hate sleeping alone. I hate waking up alone. I hate knowing that every single boring errand I have to do, I’m going to do alone. I hate not having sex. I hate cooking for one and shopping for one. I hate going to weddings. I hate people asking me why I’m still single. I hate people not asking me why I’m still single. I hate my birthday because I’m still single. I hate having to think about possibly becoming a single mother because I’m single. Have I made myself clear?
***
Most of the great things we want in life are intimidating. That’s what makes life so darn exciting. Do you really have time for a guy who’s so afraid of you that he’s not even capable of inviting you for coffee?
Monday, July 09, 2007
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
my verdict: 2 out of 3
Here's my take on what I saw last Saturday, the third set of Virgin Labfest 3 (summary provided by the organizers as released to the press):
XX AND X: BABALA: HINDI PANG-ISIP BATA, is the most unsettling and disturbing compilation of the season. We enjoin you to widen your understanding, come in with an open mind and expect the unexpected.
Séance by Auggie Arcenas and directed by Erick Castro is a quiet yet intense confrontation between a fortune teller and her customer that becomes a battle of wit and a revelation of small cruelties and hypocrisies.
(This was a very nice opener and it elicited so much laughter from the crowd. My only comment was that the person who played the character, Cecil, had a hard time at some point to distinguish the fortune teller Aling Esther from Aling Doray (who was the one who led her to Aling Esther)).
Allan Lopez’ Kasaysayan, directed by Victor Villareal, is a rather macabre rendition of capitalist barbarism and a gruesome exploration of the weird, horrible ways of the bourgeoisie set in the fictional future.
(I have four comments for this – DEEP, DARK, DISTURBING, and DISAPPOINTING. Or maybe I am just being finicky. But judging from the audiences' reception, I believe it's just right that this was sandwiched between two equally good plays. And to think this was even promoted in one of the yahoo groups where I am a member, and so is the writer of the play. To understand what I'm talking about, go see screenings on July 5 (8:00 PM) and July 6 (3:00 PM) then you judge for yourself. Maybe, just maybe, you would also utter (ala Bodie Cruz,) WHAAATTT !!!
My Padir is an OCW by George Vail Kabristante, directed by Issa Lopez, is about an aging transvestite’s bizarre association with a young dancer who harbors a family secret.
(Laughter to the highest level! If they didn't include the antics, the story line would have passed for the dramatic genre. For a while I thought that the character Joanna was the same person I saw last year. But when the character took off his wig...surprise! It was the now lean Ricky Rivero, with visible triceps every time he turns around. Also, all three actors were awesome. This is actually a great way to end the night.)
Two out of three isn't bad at all. I could honestly say "no money wasted". But it couldn't live up to what I saw last year. Hopefully, next year would be better.
*** My BFF Mitch accompanied me to this one. Prior to the play, we had our dinner at Goldilocks where we had fresh lumpia, palabok, and sago't gulaman (yum!). I also introduced her to some GO NUTS DONUTS and I guess she loved it undoubtedly. Until next time, ganda!!!
XX AND X: BABALA: HINDI PANG-ISIP BATA, is the most unsettling and disturbing compilation of the season. We enjoin you to widen your understanding, come in with an open mind and expect the unexpected.
Séance by Auggie Arcenas and directed by Erick Castro is a quiet yet intense confrontation between a fortune teller and her customer that becomes a battle of wit and a revelation of small cruelties and hypocrisies.
(This was a very nice opener and it elicited so much laughter from the crowd. My only comment was that the person who played the character, Cecil, had a hard time at some point to distinguish the fortune teller Aling Esther from Aling Doray (who was the one who led her to Aling Esther)).
Allan Lopez’ Kasaysayan, directed by Victor Villareal, is a rather macabre rendition of capitalist barbarism and a gruesome exploration of the weird, horrible ways of the bourgeoisie set in the fictional future.
(I have four comments for this – DEEP, DARK, DISTURBING, and DISAPPOINTING. Or maybe I am just being finicky. But judging from the audiences' reception, I believe it's just right that this was sandwiched between two equally good plays. And to think this was even promoted in one of the yahoo groups where I am a member, and so is the writer of the play. To understand what I'm talking about, go see screenings on July 5 (8:00 PM) and July 6 (3:00 PM) then you judge for yourself. Maybe, just maybe, you would also utter (ala Bodie Cruz,) WHAAATTT !!!
My Padir is an OCW by George Vail Kabristante, directed by Issa Lopez, is about an aging transvestite’s bizarre association with a young dancer who harbors a family secret.
(Laughter to the highest level! If they didn't include the antics, the story line would have passed for the dramatic genre. For a while I thought that the character Joanna was the same person I saw last year. But when the character took off his wig...surprise! It was the now lean Ricky Rivero, with visible triceps every time he turns around. Also, all three actors were awesome. This is actually a great way to end the night.)
Two out of three isn't bad at all. I could honestly say "no money wasted". But it couldn't live up to what I saw last year. Hopefully, next year would be better.
*** My BFF Mitch accompanied me to this one. Prior to the play, we had our dinner at Goldilocks where we had fresh lumpia, palabok, and sago't gulaman (yum!). I also introduced her to some GO NUTS DONUTS and I guess she loved it undoubtedly. Until next time, ganda!!!
Thursday, June 28, 2007
My Saturday
I definitely had a blast last Saturday!
I decided to take the afternoon off so I could proceed to the Shangri-La Mall for this year's EIGA SAI (Japanese Film Festival). This is actually my first time, and I was honestly excited. Plus, it's for free! The mall actually had the French Film Festival the previous week which I failed to see unfortunately.
Originally, I was supposed to see three films, scheduled for screening at 2PM (Blue) , 5PM (Kamikaze Girls), and 8PM (The Stars Converge). Since I was early, I decided to just wander around at the adjacent mall where I was able to buy a bargain VCD title (ALMOST A WOMAN, which I must say, is a great film) and a pair of pretty flip-flops for my feet were aching due to the low-heeled sandals I was wearing that day.
I had lunch at Tokyo Tokyo (since I was craving for their Red Tea these past few days) then proceeded to the sixth floor for the festival. I was there at exactly a quarter until two. However, the attendant told me that tickets for the 2PM screening is already sold-out. I learned that tickets were already disposed of as early as 11 AM. Gum! I was told to go back at around 3PM for the distribution of the tickets for the 5PM screening and I did. And when I asked if it is possible to avail of the tickets for the 8PM screening, too, I was told to just go back around 6PM. They said that as much as possible they want more people to see the films, and not the same group over and over. I understood.
The film I saw was hilarious. I even forgot that I was alone that time. In the row where I sat, it was obvious the four of us were all by ourselves. Talk about single night out, huh!
Below is the synopsis of Kamikaze Girls from the EIGA SAI official website:
Momoko (Kyoko Fukada) escapes from the boredom of life in her humdrum rural hometown Shimotsuma by swathing herself from head to toe in doll-like “Lolita” garb. One day she meets her diametrical opposite on the fashion scale, the surly black lipstick biker chick Ichigo (Anna Tsuchiya, winner of a 2005 Japan Academy Prize for best newcomer), who takes a liking to Momoko’s unexpectedly gutsy nature and the two form an unlikely alliance. Momoko consoles Ichigo after she suffers a broken heart at the hands of a local pompadoured lothario, and uses her embroidery skills to embellish Ichigo’s biker uniform for the graduation ceremony of a respected senior. In return, she takes Momoko to the best Lolita boutique in the city where her sewing skills gain her a chance to work for her favorite designer. However, Ichigo’s fellow delinquents don’t take kindly to her friendship with Momoko, which leads to a final showdown with the gang boss. Severely outnumbered, Ichigo looks doomed until the loyal Momoko rides to her rescue. A mildly surreal, frenetically comic journey into Japan’s youth subcultures based on a graphic novel by cult manga creator Novala Takemoto and directed by TV commercial maestro Tetsuya Nakashima.
After the film, I went straight to the Krispy Kremes' outlet at Megamall. As I ordered my chosen variant, I was handed a original glazed donut instead. I told the staff I got the wrong one, but she said: "Ma'am it's on the house!" I didn't know that was their trademark whatsoever. It was my first time to go there, but I had the chance to sample their donut last year when an author brought us two boxes.
This was my choice that day. Yummy to the max!!!
I decided to take the afternoon off so I could proceed to the Shangri-La Mall for this year's EIGA SAI (Japanese Film Festival). This is actually my first time, and I was honestly excited. Plus, it's for free! The mall actually had the French Film Festival the previous week which I failed to see unfortunately.
Originally, I was supposed to see three films, scheduled for screening at 2PM (Blue) , 5PM (Kamikaze Girls), and 8PM (The Stars Converge). Since I was early, I decided to just wander around at the adjacent mall where I was able to buy a bargain VCD title (ALMOST A WOMAN, which I must say, is a great film) and a pair of pretty flip-flops for my feet were aching due to the low-heeled sandals I was wearing that day.
I had lunch at Tokyo Tokyo (since I was craving for their Red Tea these past few days) then proceeded to the sixth floor for the festival. I was there at exactly a quarter until two. However, the attendant told me that tickets for the 2PM screening is already sold-out. I learned that tickets were already disposed of as early as 11 AM. Gum! I was told to go back at around 3PM for the distribution of the tickets for the 5PM screening and I did. And when I asked if it is possible to avail of the tickets for the 8PM screening, too, I was told to just go back around 6PM. They said that as much as possible they want more people to see the films, and not the same group over and over. I understood.
The film I saw was hilarious. I even forgot that I was alone that time. In the row where I sat, it was obvious the four of us were all by ourselves. Talk about single night out, huh!
Below is the synopsis of Kamikaze Girls from the EIGA SAI official website:
Momoko (Kyoko Fukada) escapes from the boredom of life in her humdrum rural hometown Shimotsuma by swathing herself from head to toe in doll-like “Lolita” garb. One day she meets her diametrical opposite on the fashion scale, the surly black lipstick biker chick Ichigo (Anna Tsuchiya, winner of a 2005 Japan Academy Prize for best newcomer), who takes a liking to Momoko’s unexpectedly gutsy nature and the two form an unlikely alliance. Momoko consoles Ichigo after she suffers a broken heart at the hands of a local pompadoured lothario, and uses her embroidery skills to embellish Ichigo’s biker uniform for the graduation ceremony of a respected senior. In return, she takes Momoko to the best Lolita boutique in the city where her sewing skills gain her a chance to work for her favorite designer. However, Ichigo’s fellow delinquents don’t take kindly to her friendship with Momoko, which leads to a final showdown with the gang boss. Severely outnumbered, Ichigo looks doomed until the loyal Momoko rides to her rescue. A mildly surreal, frenetically comic journey into Japan’s youth subcultures based on a graphic novel by cult manga creator Novala Takemoto and directed by TV commercial maestro Tetsuya Nakashima.
After the film, I went straight to the Krispy Kremes' outlet at Megamall. As I ordered my chosen variant, I was handed a original glazed donut instead. I told the staff I got the wrong one, but she said: "Ma'am it's on the house!" I didn't know that was their trademark whatsoever. It was my first time to go there, but I had the chance to sample their donut last year when an author brought us two boxes.
This was my choice that day. Yummy to the max!!!
hope this isn't true!!!
| You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Busy |
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Sunday, June 17, 2007
yet another triple treat
I had the chance to watch three amazing films these last few days, all of which were incidentally the third installment of the original ones.
First stop: Shrek the Third
Definitely hilarious! I find the scene where Shrek was somehow overwhelmed by the thought of ogre babies surrounding his house the funniest in the movie. Also, the scene where the fairy tale women join hands to topple down Prince Charmingalso caught my fancy. And after all these years, we come to know Snow White as a prima-donna and Sleeping Beauty, still sleepy (haha!)
Scoop: Could there be some "reuniting" between Cameron Diaz (Princess Fiona) and Justin Timberlake (King Artie) after this? It seems they're both cuddly and flirty wherever they go (as evident in the ex-couple's promotional stints around the world).
Favorite quote: "Just because people treat you like just some loser, it doesn't mean you are one. The thing that matters most is what you think of yourself. If there's something you really want or someone you want to be, then the only person standing in your way is you." – King Artie
Next: Pirates of the Carribean: At World's End
As for my opinion, this is by far the best among the three Pirates film. And Elizabeth Swann (Keira Knightley) being voted as the "Queen" was interesting enough. It's actually a surprise for me to see all the pirate lords, and Captain Teague (Rolling Stones' Keith Richards), the Keeper of the Code for the Brethren Court, who is also Jack Sparrow's father. And after a somehow turbulent romance, Will Turner (Orlando Bloom)and Elizabeth was finally married, and eventually had a son by the film's closing credits.
Something to look forward to: Jack Sparrow's search for the fountain of youth in film 4 (or am I just wishing?)
Third blast: Ocean's Thirteeen
Despite some critics' claim that the second one was lame since it just banked on Julia Roberts (which I think is unfair), this film just isn't the same without her. A few minutes to the film would even hear Linus (Matt Damon) asking Danny (George Clooney) and Rusty (Brad Pitt) where Tess (Julia) and Isabel (Catherine Zeta-Jones) were, to which Danny replied, "This isn't they're fight."
It's great to see these boys again; this time coming to the rescue of one of their pals, Reuben (Elliot Gould), who was tricked by Willie Bank (Al Pacino) of his investments in a soon-to-open hotel casino.
This is what I call smart action. I mean, you wouldn't have to be violent and bloody. What we get is serious problem solving through the help of state-of-the-art gadgets and healthy inputs from the rest of the gang. Plus, fans were definitely thrilled by the surprise cameo by no less than Oprah Winfrey!
The catch: Undoubtedly the three yummylicious leads – George, Brad, and Matt. Keep on coming, guys! You have a huge following!
First stop: Shrek the Third
Definitely hilarious! I find the scene where Shrek was somehow overwhelmed by the thought of ogre babies surrounding his house the funniest in the movie. Also, the scene where the fairy tale women join hands to topple down Prince Charmingalso caught my fancy. And after all these years, we come to know Snow White as a prima-donna and Sleeping Beauty, still sleepy (haha!)
Scoop: Could there be some "reuniting" between Cameron Diaz (Princess Fiona) and Justin Timberlake (King Artie) after this? It seems they're both cuddly and flirty wherever they go (as evident in the ex-couple's promotional stints around the world).
Favorite quote: "Just because people treat you like just some loser, it doesn't mean you are one. The thing that matters most is what you think of yourself. If there's something you really want or someone you want to be, then the only person standing in your way is you." – King Artie
Next: Pirates of the Carribean: At World's End
As for my opinion, this is by far the best among the three Pirates film. And Elizabeth Swann (Keira Knightley) being voted as the "Queen" was interesting enough. It's actually a surprise for me to see all the pirate lords, and Captain Teague (Rolling Stones' Keith Richards), the Keeper of the Code for the Brethren Court, who is also Jack Sparrow's father. And after a somehow turbulent romance, Will Turner (Orlando Bloom)and Elizabeth was finally married, and eventually had a son by the film's closing credits.
Something to look forward to: Jack Sparrow's search for the fountain of youth in film 4 (or am I just wishing?)
Third blast: Ocean's Thirteeen
Despite some critics' claim that the second one was lame since it just banked on Julia Roberts (which I think is unfair), this film just isn't the same without her. A few minutes to the film would even hear Linus (Matt Damon) asking Danny (George Clooney) and Rusty (Brad Pitt) where Tess (Julia) and Isabel (Catherine Zeta-Jones) were, to which Danny replied, "This isn't they're fight."
It's great to see these boys again; this time coming to the rescue of one of their pals, Reuben (Elliot Gould), who was tricked by Willie Bank (Al Pacino) of his investments in a soon-to-open hotel casino.
This is what I call smart action. I mean, you wouldn't have to be violent and bloody. What we get is serious problem solving through the help of state-of-the-art gadgets and healthy inputs from the rest of the gang. Plus, fans were definitely thrilled by the surprise cameo by no less than Oprah Winfrey!
The catch: Undoubtedly the three yummylicious leads – George, Brad, and Matt. Keep on coming, guys! You have a huge following!
Saturday, June 09, 2007
Ever heard of the AGE 28 SYNDROME?
"You deserve to be with somebody who makes you happy. Somebody who doesn't complicate your life. Somebody who won't hurt you." - Dr. Finn Dandrige to Meredith Grey
I need my knight-and-shining-whatever! And by that I mean right now.
I'm usually not the type who would fret about silly things that really do not matter...at all. But when I turned 28 a few days ago, it just dawned on me how boring my days have been. Yes there were moments I spent with friends, but it's an entirely different thing. When some friends were complaining before about "their clocks ticking" I usually just shrugged my shoulders. It's an altered scenario now. I call it the "age 28 syndrome".
I've seen enough, experienced enough, achieved enough, or at least this is what I think so, for now. Of course I still have my hopes and dreams. And someday, somehow, I will be able to accomplish them. It's just that I feel like I have so much more to give, so many things to offer, and yet no one else to have it. Am I not entitled to happiness? I'm not saying that being in a relationship is synonymous to being happy, but then hey, at least I'm more confident now and more mature than ever. If I get hurt eventually, then so be it. Nobody said there aren't bumps along the way.
A friend recently told me to give my heart a chance; that at least I let myself be happy this time. Forget about the compatibilities whatsoever, and that I just allow myself to savor the feeling right now. For someone who has always counted intellectual compatibility as the greatest qualification, I guess I'm willing to compromise at this point in my life. And yet another thing bothers me – financial security. I believe most women would agree to me on this one.
I grew up in a not so well-off family. My mom struggled just to send me through college. And up to this day, were still in the state of "just getting by" every day. And I'm tired of that. I know I'm not lackadaisical when it comes to my profession and God knows that I'm working so damn hard, and I intend to do it for as long as I could. I'm just being honest about this since I am left to pay the bills (not most of them anyways, but next year I probably will). I just want to make sure that the one I will be settling down someday would offer me some kind of security that I wouldn't have to tire myself up and look wrinkly even before I turn 40. I need to be assured that my kids will be well provided and that from time to time we'll still have enough money to spend for out-of-town trips or even a picnic at the park. It would be silly of me to ask for a tycoon, and I guess I wouldn't even match to their types, huh! But really, are these too much to ask for?
Moments are indeed what make me beam lately. Exchange of words aren't even necessary. But am I getting across?
To sum it all up: FOR CRYING OUT LOUD...!
I need my knight-and-shining-whatever! And by that I mean right now.
I'm usually not the type who would fret about silly things that really do not matter...at all. But when I turned 28 a few days ago, it just dawned on me how boring my days have been. Yes there were moments I spent with friends, but it's an entirely different thing. When some friends were complaining before about "their clocks ticking" I usually just shrugged my shoulders. It's an altered scenario now. I call it the "age 28 syndrome".
I've seen enough, experienced enough, achieved enough, or at least this is what I think so, for now. Of course I still have my hopes and dreams. And someday, somehow, I will be able to accomplish them. It's just that I feel like I have so much more to give, so many things to offer, and yet no one else to have it. Am I not entitled to happiness? I'm not saying that being in a relationship is synonymous to being happy, but then hey, at least I'm more confident now and more mature than ever. If I get hurt eventually, then so be it. Nobody said there aren't bumps along the way.
A friend recently told me to give my heart a chance; that at least I let myself be happy this time. Forget about the compatibilities whatsoever, and that I just allow myself to savor the feeling right now. For someone who has always counted intellectual compatibility as the greatest qualification, I guess I'm willing to compromise at this point in my life. And yet another thing bothers me – financial security. I believe most women would agree to me on this one.
I grew up in a not so well-off family. My mom struggled just to send me through college. And up to this day, were still in the state of "just getting by" every day. And I'm tired of that. I know I'm not lackadaisical when it comes to my profession and God knows that I'm working so damn hard, and I intend to do it for as long as I could. I'm just being honest about this since I am left to pay the bills (not most of them anyways, but next year I probably will). I just want to make sure that the one I will be settling down someday would offer me some kind of security that I wouldn't have to tire myself up and look wrinkly even before I turn 40. I need to be assured that my kids will be well provided and that from time to time we'll still have enough money to spend for out-of-town trips or even a picnic at the park. It would be silly of me to ask for a tycoon, and I guess I wouldn't even match to their types, huh! But really, are these too much to ask for?
Moments are indeed what make me beam lately. Exchange of words aren't even necessary. But am I getting across?
To sum it all up: FOR CRYING OUT LOUD...!
SO MANY THINGS I'M THANKFUL FOR
I am so ecstatic words are simply not enough!
1. I got my EMG-NCV results yesterday and all were negative for cervical radiculopathy. Thank God! I remained positive these last few days although I must admit I was a little frightened since my research told me that worst cases would require surgery. And those tests were way too excruciating! The leaflet was lying after all. All those currents in my pulse points, I could still feel them right now. And the electrode needles on my nape were utterly unbearable. I could even sense the laboratory technicians were hesitant to give me the tests, but since those were ordered by my doctor, they administered it anyway. Always having had high tolerance with pain, I took on the torment and never said a single complaint. It was a delayed reaction for me. When I boarded the bus, everything just sinked in. It was as if I was knocked down and all my joints were aching. It was too late when I realized that I should have taken the cab instead. When I reached home, I slumped straight into bed. I decided to take the day off the following day to at least gather some strength before I face my manuscripts again.
2. My X-ray result is not that good, but I am thankful still. The doctor said that instead of the S-curve that our neck bone should have, mine is now erect. Surgery is not an option, and my doctor does not approve of one since it's a delicate procedure. For now, I am taking some muscle relaxants to ease my nape pains. He said it can mostly be due to the nature of my work, having been sitting most of the time. I found out some people around the office have been diagnosed with the same condition previously; we were even prescribed the same medication. Whatever happens, I'm keeping the faith.
3. I accepted a new freelance writing assignment yesterday. I'll just stay mum about it, only until after my first article gets published next month. It's for a quarterly seafarers' news magazine. My sincerest thanks go to Doren for recommending me. Thanks, sis! You really are a gem! After four years of solid friendship, you have proven time and again how much you believe in me. You just don't know how sad I am that we are not together this time, considering it ought to be our final battle in graduate school. But you know I'm always there for you, like I know you are for me. Ask me for help, and I wouldn't hesitate, except on financial matters of course. It's obvious you earn more than I do and I heard your new business is doing well. Just keep up the good work, sis! You're getting there...
4. Two former GS classmates have enrolled their thesis this semester and I'm so delighted for them. I was actually beginning to worry since this year is supposed to be their last in the five-year period for a master's degree. I have so much confidence in these girls; they're definitely among the brightest in our classes together. Good luck, Kitche and Angie!
5. I am thankful... for friends. As simple as that. For staying with me through tough times and for remaining "real" and avoiding to be "overcritical". And believe me, I do know how to treasure them. Nobody has the right to question me. We're way okay than you could ever imagine. I'm not the type who would put someone so important in my life in a position that she will feel uneasy. I need not explain further.
Monday, June 04, 2007
of these hullabaloo, my double procedure, and my recent birthday
All these hullabaloo about this and that has kept people distant. As I said before, I'm not in this world to please people. I do what I deem I ought to do, based on what I believe is right, regardless of how people might react. Yet it might seem to some that it's as if I'm running away or something. But the truth is, I would rather protect myself than succumb to something that would slowly kill the slightest respect and dignity that is left in me, whether for a situation or for certain individuals.
Since I could no longer contain the nape pains and numbness of some fingers on my right hand (been experiencing it for more than a week), I decided to see a specialist last Friday at Saint Luke's Medical Center. I was sort of thinking a McDreamy type (wishful thinking, huh!) for I was assigned to a neurologist. I'm not saying I was disappointed or anything, yet I would rather have a female doctor check on me. Just like when it comes to dental problems, I prefer a lady dentist, too.
I was advised to undergo two procedure. The first one was an X-ray, both for front and lateral view. I was able to do it that same day. But the second one, the EMG-NCV (Electromyography-Nerve Conduction Velocity), was scheduled for tomorrow. The test is not that scary, based on what I read on the leaflet so far. There would be needles involved, yet not that painful, with only some tingling sensation; and it would normally last for an hour. What I worry for, honestly, is the result afterwards. EMG-NCV will determine whether I have problem/s with my nerves and muscle coordination. Although the most important asset in my job are my eyes (which unfortunately, in a few years time, would already qualify for laser surgery, unless I have my astigmatism corrected soon), I cannot just disregard my hands as well. I'm just praying that if ever I would need other procedure afterwards, therapy would help bring everything to normal. I leave it all up to the Lord.
I "celebrated" my birthday yesterday quietly, mostly in bed. I couldn't even remember when was the last time I got sick on the very day of my birth. I still don't feel well; I still have the flu and my throat still feels dry. I took some tablets this morning and I hope I could regain my strength in preparation for my tests tomorrow.
I had some time with my closest friend from college last Saturday. Mitch and I had a blast sharing stories over pizza and pasta. Then we headed to the mall to buy ourselves some flip-flops, for unfortunately, our feet were sore due to our pointed shoes that day. We were laughing so hard by the end of our "strolling", for after minutes of looking for each other, we finally met, this time carrying some paper bags in our hands, for we have actually bought things along the way.
In the office, my ever-loving and appreciative boss treated us to lunch and merienda in the afternoon. I also received gifts from friends, who really are "my friends" every sense of the word. The greetings I received yesterday via SMS also made my day.
Good luck to me!!!
Since I could no longer contain the nape pains and numbness of some fingers on my right hand (been experiencing it for more than a week), I decided to see a specialist last Friday at Saint Luke's Medical Center. I was sort of thinking a McDreamy type (wishful thinking, huh!) for I was assigned to a neurologist. I'm not saying I was disappointed or anything, yet I would rather have a female doctor check on me. Just like when it comes to dental problems, I prefer a lady dentist, too.
I was advised to undergo two procedure. The first one was an X-ray, both for front and lateral view. I was able to do it that same day. But the second one, the EMG-NCV (Electromyography-Nerve Conduction Velocity), was scheduled for tomorrow. The test is not that scary, based on what I read on the leaflet so far. There would be needles involved, yet not that painful, with only some tingling sensation; and it would normally last for an hour. What I worry for, honestly, is the result afterwards. EMG-NCV will determine whether I have problem/s with my nerves and muscle coordination. Although the most important asset in my job are my eyes (which unfortunately, in a few years time, would already qualify for laser surgery, unless I have my astigmatism corrected soon), I cannot just disregard my hands as well. I'm just praying that if ever I would need other procedure afterwards, therapy would help bring everything to normal. I leave it all up to the Lord.
I "celebrated" my birthday yesterday quietly, mostly in bed. I couldn't even remember when was the last time I got sick on the very day of my birth. I still don't feel well; I still have the flu and my throat still feels dry. I took some tablets this morning and I hope I could regain my strength in preparation for my tests tomorrow.
I had some time with my closest friend from college last Saturday. Mitch and I had a blast sharing stories over pizza and pasta. Then we headed to the mall to buy ourselves some flip-flops, for unfortunately, our feet were sore due to our pointed shoes that day. We were laughing so hard by the end of our "strolling", for after minutes of looking for each other, we finally met, this time carrying some paper bags in our hands, for we have actually bought things along the way.
In the office, my ever-loving and appreciative boss treated us to lunch and merienda in the afternoon. I also received gifts from friends, who really are "my friends" every sense of the word. The greetings I received yesterday via SMS also made my day.
Good luck to me!!!
Sunday, May 27, 2007
so true!
Walk a Tightrope to Survive Office Politics
Do you often find yourself at a cross-road between two groups in office? When you enter into a conversation with your colleagues, most of the time it is either back-biting or finding faults with others. And by the end of it you just feel lost and unhappy. If this is what happens to you, then you are also a victim of office politics.
It is differing values, ideas and culture in interpersonal relationship which often breeds politics in office. The worst part is when it leads to a hostile environment and a feeling of enmity. But the ground truth is that office politics simply cannot be avoided. However, you can certainly navigate your way out of this maze with minimal side-effects. To do so, you need to:
Stay Neutral
Experts say the best way to deal with it is to stay neutral. Avoid close association with numerous camps which might be at work in the entire organizational matrix. Mix with all groups but be sure not to be labeled as a member of any camp.
No Gossips Please!
Apart from the fact that gossips consume a lot of your productive time, whatever information you might share then might be used against you in the future. Don't entertain talks which are often complaints. Being silent and listening to such gossip can be easily misinterpreted; get the message right across that you are not interested to talk on such issues. Talk about neutral issues like sports, weather, film, music or whatever interests you.
Be a Transparent Team Player
Whatever you do, be transparent as much as possible. Don't pass on someone else's work or ideas as your own and take credit for it. If you are a team leader, share credit in times of success and take responsibility in times where there is a crisis. This will help you to earn a lot of respect amongst peers and juniors. Treat all co-workers with respect, listen to them and value their contributions.
Don't Criticize Others
If you are not happy with the performance of your subordinates, make sure that you discuss it with the person in private or in an official manner meticulously. Avoid ticking off a person in public, as it might become a hot topic of gossip and you might become the center of a spicy and negative discussion.
Believe in yourself
If you are a target of gossip, believe in yourself and your abilities. Things will die down on their own. Talk to people who have a problem with you and have an open discussion. Avoid acting superior to colleagues who are on the same hierarchical level. Don't think of quitting; it's the same everywhere. Always remember: quit only when you want to, not because you have to.
Do you often find yourself at a cross-road between two groups in office? When you enter into a conversation with your colleagues, most of the time it is either back-biting or finding faults with others. And by the end of it you just feel lost and unhappy. If this is what happens to you, then you are also a victim of office politics.
It is differing values, ideas and culture in interpersonal relationship which often breeds politics in office. The worst part is when it leads to a hostile environment and a feeling of enmity. But the ground truth is that office politics simply cannot be avoided. However, you can certainly navigate your way out of this maze with minimal side-effects. To do so, you need to:
Stay Neutral
Experts say the best way to deal with it is to stay neutral. Avoid close association with numerous camps which might be at work in the entire organizational matrix. Mix with all groups but be sure not to be labeled as a member of any camp.
No Gossips Please!
Apart from the fact that gossips consume a lot of your productive time, whatever information you might share then might be used against you in the future. Don't entertain talks which are often complaints. Being silent and listening to such gossip can be easily misinterpreted; get the message right across that you are not interested to talk on such issues. Talk about neutral issues like sports, weather, film, music or whatever interests you.
Be a Transparent Team Player
Whatever you do, be transparent as much as possible. Don't pass on someone else's work or ideas as your own and take credit for it. If you are a team leader, share credit in times of success and take responsibility in times where there is a crisis. This will help you to earn a lot of respect amongst peers and juniors. Treat all co-workers with respect, listen to them and value their contributions.
Don't Criticize Others
If you are not happy with the performance of your subordinates, make sure that you discuss it with the person in private or in an official manner meticulously. Avoid ticking off a person in public, as it might become a hot topic of gossip and you might become the center of a spicy and negative discussion.
Believe in yourself
If you are a target of gossip, believe in yourself and your abilities. Things will die down on their own. Talk to people who have a problem with you and have an open discussion. Avoid acting superior to colleagues who are on the same hierarchical level. Don't think of quitting; it's the same everywhere. Always remember: quit only when you want to, not because you have to.
Sunday, May 20, 2007
an enchanting love story
I am very particular with films that I watch. And this one absolutely moved me to tears.
Beatrix Potter is a well-loved writer of children's books, most notably for THE TALE OF PETER RABBIT. This is her story.
Home-schooled eversince by her affluent parents, Beatrix Potter (Renee Zellweger)found herself still unmarried in her 30s and still living with her parents, which, at that time, was quite unacceptable. Yet it's actually not a problem for her. She's contented enough surrounded by her animal drawings and stories.
However, things changed when a publisher decided to run her first novel. She was assigned the newest member of the firm, their youngest brother, Mr. Norman Warne (Ewan McGregor). Being drawn to each other and having learned to love each other as the days go by, Norman proposed to Beatrix and she accepted.
At first, her parents disapproved of it. But they later proposed a wedding only after the summer, which according to them, would save both families of shame if ever their love subsides.
But while at Lake District for the summer vacation, Beatrix received a letter from Amelia (Emily Watson), Norman's brother, telling her of his serious illness. When Beatrix rushed to see him, she was too late. His funeral was held a day before Beatrix arrived in London.
This sad experience put a heavy toll on Beatrix. It affected her writings and her drawings as well. One day she decided to purchase Hill Top Farm, a property shown to her by her childhood friend William Heelis (Lloyd Owen), who is now a solicitor at Lake District. She moved out of her family's house. After all, she's rich enough to provide for herself since the royalty for her books comes on a regular basis already.
After eight years, Beatrix married William. A total of 4,000 acres of farmland is also under a preservation trust to this day, which is Beatrix Potter's legacy for the future generation.
This is an enchanting love story indeed. Period movies really appeal to me more, just like my taste in classic novels. And I could never imagine anyone who could portray Beatrix Potter better than Renee Zellweger.
***
Favorite quotes:
"You have a chance to be loved. Take it! And leave me happy knowing that the two people that I love are happy. That is the most thought you should ever have for me."
- Amelia Warne for Beatrix Potter
"I didn't want to be a silly woman marrying a man simply because he was acceptable, or rich enough to take care of me. But that does not mean that I'm never to be loved."
- Bearix Potter for her father Rupert
"Mother, the only thing true at my age is that at my age, every day matters."
Beatrix Potter for her mother Helen
Monday, May 14, 2007
still clueless
I still am clueless with some things that have happened and are currently happening with my life right now.
Don't get me wrong. I am aware of the fact that sometimes we need to be hurt just to be strong again; we need to stumble for us to eventually move on; and we need to experience things way beyond our grasp so in time we'll learn to trust ourselves again and face the world head high.
What I learned now is that I have only a handful of "trusted" friends. Forget Friendster and Multiply; most of them were just former classmates anyway. I guess I came to the realization that real friends won't talk behind your back of silly things, that though may not be true would hurt you after all.
I also try to erase the fear in my mind that next year I would have to work double time just to pay the bills. Yes, this is big deal for me! Mostly because I am sure that I am alone on this one.
And lastly, I know I should put an end on this never-ending daydreaming for a certain someone. The heck!
I am strong. I'm in control. And despite the fact that everything seem to be messy at present, in the end I am certain that things will go my way.
Don't get me wrong. I am aware of the fact that sometimes we need to be hurt just to be strong again; we need to stumble for us to eventually move on; and we need to experience things way beyond our grasp so in time we'll learn to trust ourselves again and face the world head high.
What I learned now is that I have only a handful of "trusted" friends. Forget Friendster and Multiply; most of them were just former classmates anyway. I guess I came to the realization that real friends won't talk behind your back of silly things, that though may not be true would hurt you after all.
I also try to erase the fear in my mind that next year I would have to work double time just to pay the bills. Yes, this is big deal for me! Mostly because I am sure that I am alone on this one.
And lastly, I know I should put an end on this never-ending daydreaming for a certain someone. The heck!
I am strong. I'm in control. And despite the fact that everything seem to be messy at present, in the end I am certain that things will go my way.
Sunday, May 06, 2007
lessons learned lately
a lot of things have happened lately. however, i'm not in the mood to talk...not yet.
for now, i'd like to share the quotes i love from from Paulo Coelho's By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept:
"Life takes us by surprise and orders us to move towards the unknown – even when we don't want to and when we think we don't need to."
"The heart decides, and what it decides is all that really matters."
"You have to take risks (...) We will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen."
"Pitiful is the person who is afraid of taking risks. Perhaps this person will never be disappointed or disillusioned; perhaps she won't suffer the way people do when they have a dream to follow.
But when that person looks back - and at some point everyone looks back - she will her heart saying, "What have you done with the miracles that God planted in your days? What have you done with the talents God bestowed on you? You buried yourself in a cave because you were fearful of losing those talents. So this is your heritage: the certainty that you wasted your life."
"Yes, life teaches us many things (...) It taught me that we can learn, and it taught me that we can change (...) even when it seems impossible."
"Love is a trap. When it appears, we see only its light, not its shadows."
"The gods throw the dice, freeing love from its cage. And love can create or destroy - depending on the direction of the wind when it is set free.
"Love doesn't need to be discussed; it has its own voice and speaks for itself."
"If pain must come, may it come quickly. Because I have a life to live, and I need to live it in the best way possible."
"Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering."
for now, i'd like to share the quotes i love from from Paulo Coelho's By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept:
"Life takes us by surprise and orders us to move towards the unknown – even when we don't want to and when we think we don't need to."
"The heart decides, and what it decides is all that really matters."
"You have to take risks (...) We will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen."
"Pitiful is the person who is afraid of taking risks. Perhaps this person will never be disappointed or disillusioned; perhaps she won't suffer the way people do when they have a dream to follow.
But when that person looks back - and at some point everyone looks back - she will her heart saying, "What have you done with the miracles that God planted in your days? What have you done with the talents God bestowed on you? You buried yourself in a cave because you were fearful of losing those talents. So this is your heritage: the certainty that you wasted your life."
"Yes, life teaches us many things (...) It taught me that we can learn, and it taught me that we can change (...) even when it seems impossible."
"Love is a trap. When it appears, we see only its light, not its shadows."
"The gods throw the dice, freeing love from its cage. And love can create or destroy - depending on the direction of the wind when it is set free.
"Love doesn't need to be discussed; it has its own voice and speaks for itself."
"If pain must come, may it come quickly. Because I have a life to live, and I need to live it in the best way possible."
"Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering."
very touching!
from idol gives back, here's carrie underwood:
i really cried afer seeing this one.
and to think we thought america is a rich country, huh!
i really cried afer seeing this one.
and to think we thought america is a rich country, huh!
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Monday, April 09, 2007
my 101st
This marks my 101st blog entry! Whew!
Actually, I was supposed to do a 100th commemoration whatsoever. But I accidentally posted the slide show below instead.
Blogging has changed my life, really! I'm not being sentimental or anything. Yet it feels great to pour my heart out every once in a while. Liberating ought to be the exact term here! Because personally, I'm a writer not a speaker. I do not like confrontations, especially being put on the spotlight. I'd rather write tons of paper work than speak in front of people, most of whom I rarely know.
So, what's up with me now? I've said before how excited I am to move out of our house. I still am. However, I decided to put off that decision for now. When I did my "scouting" a few days ago, it appears my prospects were already taken. It made me think that time. I took it as a sign. In a way, this decision is beneficial for both sides. I could concentrate on the 15-month preparation stage for our house in Bulacan and at the same time save some more so I could have a cool and comfy pad next year. It's honestly hard on my part, for I really am fed up at home. But I have lived for almost 28 years in the same place, so it wouldn't hurt to wait a year more. The wait could be agonizing, yet I have high hopes for this one.
I have given up on someone. I realized I'm just hurting myself in the process. I know he'll be around, and that's just about it. I know I have to stop telling myself that things could be different with us; that his return may actually mean something worthwhile. Lord knows that I wish him well. And that I'm grateful that he came back.
It's been one great ride. I'm looking forward to hundreds of blog entries in the future.
Actually, I was supposed to do a 100th commemoration whatsoever. But I accidentally posted the slide show below instead.
Blogging has changed my life, really! I'm not being sentimental or anything. Yet it feels great to pour my heart out every once in a while. Liberating ought to be the exact term here! Because personally, I'm a writer not a speaker. I do not like confrontations, especially being put on the spotlight. I'd rather write tons of paper work than speak in front of people, most of whom I rarely know.
So, what's up with me now? I've said before how excited I am to move out of our house. I still am. However, I decided to put off that decision for now. When I did my "scouting" a few days ago, it appears my prospects were already taken. It made me think that time. I took it as a sign. In a way, this decision is beneficial for both sides. I could concentrate on the 15-month preparation stage for our house in Bulacan and at the same time save some more so I could have a cool and comfy pad next year. It's honestly hard on my part, for I really am fed up at home. But I have lived for almost 28 years in the same place, so it wouldn't hurt to wait a year more. The wait could be agonizing, yet I have high hopes for this one.
I have given up on someone. I realized I'm just hurting myself in the process. I know he'll be around, and that's just about it. I know I have to stop telling myself that things could be different with us; that his return may actually mean something worthwhile. Lord knows that I wish him well. And that I'm grateful that he came back.
It's been one great ride. I'm looking forward to hundreds of blog entries in the future.
Monday, April 02, 2007
Thursday, March 29, 2007
lately
I have been "busy" lately with a lot of things; some can be considered baloney but they bothered me nonetheless.
1. The scarcity of manuscripts to read somehow kills me. Last week, it came to a point when although I have read beyond the quota, I need to report an exact amount just to have some pages left for the next day. Gum, that was so frustrating! For some people, "petiks" (Tagalog lingo for being idle) is a great thing, but count me out on that aspect. I need to make use of my time wisely. And although I have plenty of comments on the way things are happening in my organization, I guess it is not proper to get back by being slothful. After all, this is my bread and butter! And Lord knows how much I value this.
2. I went to a house tripping a few days ago to see a prospective house and lot we intend to buy through Pag-IBIG financing. And surprise, surprise!!! There weren't even model houses erected there, and all we saw were hectares of land ready for groundbreaking soon. That is the main reason for the extra low package offered by the developer. But we're supposed to pay the downpayment in 15 months, so by the time we're done with that, our house will be ready for occupancy, too. I can't wait! But now I have to work on the reservation fee. I will be shouldering everything. I just hope I will still have something left for myself.
3. I still don't understand the rationale. Those people who rarely absent themselves, eventually end up without manuscripts to read at all. While those who have mountains of manuscripts on their desk, honestly don't give a damn whether they show up in the office or not. Furthermore, these people are the ones trusted and considered the "chosen ones". I mean, what's up with that? I'm not elevating myself or something, but at least I give importance to what I do, which I believe "should be" a plus factor. Yes, I need the job, and I am not ashamed to tell anyone that. Yet above all, I would never trade this thing I do now with anything else (probably the organization, haha!!!).
4. How do you define the words "just friends"? I ask this because I feel like someone got pissed last week when I told him that. It started with me forwarding him a message about good friends, better friends, and best friends. He then asked me which one is he. I told him "just a friend". I believe it's supposed to be that way. What else does he want me to say? That we used to be more than friends? That we used to sneak behind his girlfriend's back? It was a non-exclusive case for us both; something we didn't even plan. Let's just say we were just drawn to each other because of the opportunities for us to be together. And I haven't heard from him for like five years. We actually plan to meet up one of these days. We'll take it from there I guess.
5. I'm not a huge Angelina Jolie fan, but lately I found myself adoring her. Who wouldn't? She recently brought home her fourth child to the United States. Pax Thien (from Vietnam) now joins brother Maddox (from Cambodia), and sisters Zahara (from Ethiopia) and Shiloh (born in Namibia, and fathered by Brad Pitt). It's also amazing that although the two have no intentions of getting married, Maddox and Zahara are already legally adopted, with Jolie-Pitt as their surnames like Shiloh. Pax Thien, meanwhile, was adopted by Angelina as a single parent to make the processing faster. Angelina also stated she is not limiting the number of orphans she plans to adopt, for after all she has the means so why strip the kids of that opportunity. So to those criticizing this lovely multicultural family, back off!!!
There you go... these are my observations, backlash, reflections, or my reverie as well. What's ahead, I have no idea! Until then.
1. The scarcity of manuscripts to read somehow kills me. Last week, it came to a point when although I have read beyond the quota, I need to report an exact amount just to have some pages left for the next day. Gum, that was so frustrating! For some people, "petiks" (Tagalog lingo for being idle) is a great thing, but count me out on that aspect. I need to make use of my time wisely. And although I have plenty of comments on the way things are happening in my organization, I guess it is not proper to get back by being slothful. After all, this is my bread and butter! And Lord knows how much I value this.
2. I went to a house tripping a few days ago to see a prospective house and lot we intend to buy through Pag-IBIG financing. And surprise, surprise!!! There weren't even model houses erected there, and all we saw were hectares of land ready for groundbreaking soon. That is the main reason for the extra low package offered by the developer. But we're supposed to pay the downpayment in 15 months, so by the time we're done with that, our house will be ready for occupancy, too. I can't wait! But now I have to work on the reservation fee. I will be shouldering everything. I just hope I will still have something left for myself.
3. I still don't understand the rationale. Those people who rarely absent themselves, eventually end up without manuscripts to read at all. While those who have mountains of manuscripts on their desk, honestly don't give a damn whether they show up in the office or not. Furthermore, these people are the ones trusted and considered the "chosen ones". I mean, what's up with that? I'm not elevating myself or something, but at least I give importance to what I do, which I believe "should be" a plus factor. Yes, I need the job, and I am not ashamed to tell anyone that. Yet above all, I would never trade this thing I do now with anything else (probably the organization, haha!!!).
4. How do you define the words "just friends"? I ask this because I feel like someone got pissed last week when I told him that. It started with me forwarding him a message about good friends, better friends, and best friends. He then asked me which one is he. I told him "just a friend". I believe it's supposed to be that way. What else does he want me to say? That we used to be more than friends? That we used to sneak behind his girlfriend's back? It was a non-exclusive case for us both; something we didn't even plan. Let's just say we were just drawn to each other because of the opportunities for us to be together. And I haven't heard from him for like five years. We actually plan to meet up one of these days. We'll take it from there I guess.
5. I'm not a huge Angelina Jolie fan, but lately I found myself adoring her. Who wouldn't? She recently brought home her fourth child to the United States. Pax Thien (from Vietnam) now joins brother Maddox (from Cambodia), and sisters Zahara (from Ethiopia) and Shiloh (born in Namibia, and fathered by Brad Pitt). It's also amazing that although the two have no intentions of getting married, Maddox and Zahara are already legally adopted, with Jolie-Pitt as their surnames like Shiloh. Pax Thien, meanwhile, was adopted by Angelina as a single parent to make the processing faster. Angelina also stated she is not limiting the number of orphans she plans to adopt, for after all she has the means so why strip the kids of that opportunity. So to those criticizing this lovely multicultural family, back off!!!
There you go... these are my observations, backlash, reflections, or my reverie as well. What's ahead, I have no idea! Until then.
Sunday, March 18, 2007
i blame iris! ;)
"I've found almost everything ever written about love to be true. Shakespeare said "Journeys end in lovers meeting." What an extraordinary thought! Personally, I have not experienced anything remotely close to that, but I am more than willing to believe Shakespeare had. I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should. I am constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and define our lives. It was Shakespeare who also said "love is blind". Now that is something I know to be true. For some quite inexplicably, love fades; for others love is simply lost. But then of course love can also be found, even if just for the night. And then, there's another kind of love: the cruelest kind. The one that almost kills its victims. It's called unrequited love. Of that I am an expert. Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories, those of us who fall in love alone? We are the victims of the one-sided affair. We are the cursed of the loved ones. We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded. The handicapped without the advantage of a great parking space! Yes, you are looking at one such individual."
- Iris Simpkins (played by Kate Winslet), THE HOLIDAY
First things first. I decided to do a reactive blog entry on this one rather than the usual movie review. The movie was likable, though. This is not because I'm a sucker for romantic comedy films, but mainly due to the fact that for me it is one of those feel-good movies. (Note: Check it out for yourself!)
Now on to the real score. The lines above were spoken by Kate's character, Iris during the film's opening. It hit me so hard, I had to play that scene over and over again.
I told myself:"Was Iris actually speaking of me?" In a nonsensical kind of way, I guess! Nevertheless, I do believe that I am not alone in this "battle". Yes, I've had my share of romance in the past. And I am not sorry to say that I do miss the real "kilig" these past few months. By real, I mean a "relationship" or something for that matter, and not the vulnerable state called "platonic understanding". And it appears that nothing "graspable" seem to happen to me lately.
As always, I just have to wait and see...
- Iris Simpkins (played by Kate Winslet), THE HOLIDAY
First things first. I decided to do a reactive blog entry on this one rather than the usual movie review. The movie was likable, though. This is not because I'm a sucker for romantic comedy films, but mainly due to the fact that for me it is one of those feel-good movies. (Note: Check it out for yourself!)
Now on to the real score. The lines above were spoken by Kate's character, Iris during the film's opening. It hit me so hard, I had to play that scene over and over again.
I told myself:"Was Iris actually speaking of me?" In a nonsensical kind of way, I guess! Nevertheless, I do believe that I am not alone in this "battle". Yes, I've had my share of romance in the past. And I am not sorry to say that I do miss the real "kilig" these past few months. By real, I mean a "relationship" or something for that matter, and not the vulnerable state called "platonic understanding". And it appears that nothing "graspable" seem to happen to me lately.
As always, I just have to wait and see...
Saturday, March 17, 2007
way back into love
Hugh Grant plays Alex Fletcher of the defunct 80's group "POP". After being left by his partner after scores of hits (bringing with him the last three songs they wrote together, all of which have sold 8 million copies since), he is now reduced to singing in amusement parks, homecomings, and other events where his audience composed mostly of middle-aged women who used to adore him during his "POP" days. The only person who stood by his side is his manager who has lately been contacted by music industry's new sweetheart Cora Corman. Cora was supposedly addicted to Alex's music before, and she claims it has helped her get through her parents' divorce. Now she has a proposition to Alex: She wants him to write her a song in three days with the theme "finding your way back to love" for she said she wants to share to her fans the feelings she had before. If she likes the song, Alex will be performing with her on stage and the song will be included in her latest album.
Alex decided to accept the challenge since that's exactly what he needs right now – A HUGE BREAK. Problem is, he hasn't written a song in 10 years. His manager then hired a lyricist for them to work together. However, Alex found the said lyricist's words to be rather too morbid for a love song.
Enter, Sophie Fisher (Drew Barrymore), Alex's new plant attendant (whatever that is!). As she waters the plants, Alex heard her singing some words to Alex's piano melody. And to cut the story short, Alex convinced Sophie to join him and he dumped his first lyricist.
At first, words were flowing easily from Sophie. But when she ran out of rhymes, she asked Alex for a walk nearby. As they passed a bookstore, Alex noticed Sophie's agitated actions. Finally, as they were having their breakfast, Sophie opened up to Alex. She said that the bestseller featured on the bookstore's window actually tells her story, rather in a negative way. The author, a professor of hers in college where she majored in literature, portrays her as a woman who'll do everything to ruin someone's reputation, even wreck a family. The truth is, the said author actually has a fiancee, which he failed to tell Sophie, even though they have began a romantic relationship. When the book came out, Sophie was convinced that the main character was indeed her, especially since it describes her physical appearance vividly. From then on, Sophie was unable to move on. She now works at a family-owned weight reduction company managed by her sister, and occasionally contributes to an online poetry journal.
After almost finishing the song, they handed it over to Cora. And despite the song's mushy approach (in contrast to Cora's eccentric style), Cora liked it. But when she presented it to both Alex and Sophie (after incorporating some Buddhist beats and very sexy dance steps), Sophie was somehow offended. Alex, on the other hand, was okay with it since he just wants to be a part of the album.
At Cora's place (during a pre-concert party) Sophie decided to tell Cora of her views. Cora said she appreciates Sophie's honesty. After that, Alex and Sophie had a misunderstanding. Sophie backed out, leaving Alex to finish the song by himself, which he had difficulty in doing so. When he told Cora about it, she said she already have the ending of the song for Sophie faxed it to her earlier that morning.
At the concert, Sophie was a bit reluctant. Yet her sister convinced her for she said her kids were looking forward to hear the song their aunt wrote with Alex. But when Cora announced that the next performance will be by Alex Fletcher (that he wrote by himself), Sophie was taken aback. As she left the scene, she heard that the song was in fact a new one. It tells of how they met and how sorry he was for letting her go. Sophie was deeply touched she decided to meet Alex backstage. The two kissed (what else can you expect?). Afterwards, Cora called Alex on stage for their duet. This time announcing the words MUSIC AND LYRICS BY SOPHIE FISHER AND ALEX FLETCHER.
This film makes you fall in love all over again. It's a perfect date movie; a true chick-flick indeed. I love it when Sophie said that the music is the part you actually see, like the meeting of two people, and even the sex part. She added, however, that the lyrics part is when you get to know someone by heart. For me, it's like the comparison of something tangible and intangible. Music is something you could readily provide, as in humming a tune in your mind instantly. However, the lyrics don't just come out. You need inspiration to let the words from your heart flow from the pen to the paper.
This is a must-see. Go get a copy and let love spark in your heart.
P.S. Here's the actual lyrics that Alex and Sophie wrote. Enjoy!
Way Back Into Love
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need 'em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
Friday, March 16, 2007
breaking free
In about a month, more or less, I will be breaking free (keeping my fingers crossed!). As I said some posts ago, I've been meaning to do this for quite some time. I know I'm ready now. And I've reached the point where "independent living" seem like the most sensible thing to do. And even though I'm sure it would put a strain on my monthly finances, I'm pushing through with it. My parents' relocation to the province is the turning point. It's for their safety, and that's foremost on our minds. Of course, it would be impractical to still live with them, considering how far-flung their new place would be. Yet I assured them of financial support still.
This is absolutely a new chapter in my life. I've already asked friends for help in finding a "suitable" place for me. I need something comfy, clean, quiet, and one that suits my budget. I found out pads aren't that difficult to find nowadays, especially in the area I prefer. Aside from students, young professionals are also common in that side of the metropolis. Right now, I just have to confirm my parents' relocation and make sure that everything is settled so I could finally take care of my own transfer.
I actually have mixed emotions right now. Yes, I'm excited! It's about time that I make a move. On the other hand, there's this part of my heart that for sure would be longing for our house – the very same house I have lived all my life. But we sure have to face reality. In time we know we'll be asked to leave that place. And never will there be a moment when we could call that place "our own". What happened was a wake up call. And I guess it came just on time.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
some thoughts
These got me into thinking...
From text messages:
Life consists of tough decisions -
GO ON or GIVE UP
HOLD ON or LET GO
STAY or LEAVE
but it's comforting to know that God is with us whichever way we go.
*****
Many of us have built dreams with people we hoped would be with us forever only to wake up to reality that nothing's permanent in this world. Love comes and goes. People stay and leave. Life is a constant cycle of finding and losing; of making and breaking; of dying and living again.
*****
TRUTH: Sometimes you hold back your feelings not because you're afraid of falling for the person but because that person has always been meant just for a"dream" and not for "having".
From Corinne Bailey Rae's song, Breathless:
I can understand that you don't want to cross the line
And you know I can't promise you things will turn out fine
But I have to be honest, I want you to be mine
Tell me do you know?
Tell me do you know?
From a manuscript I'm currently reading:
Attitude is a little thing that makes a big difference. – Anonymous
***These past few weeks, I've been up and thinking. I may be restless most of the time, but I had time to reflect on things which honestly affect me. Hypocrisy won't do me any good. That is why I was hurt for the unreasonable things that have happened lately. But I'm keeping my head high. I should know by now. For whatever it's worth, I'm certain I performed well.
From text messages:
Life consists of tough decisions -
GO ON or GIVE UP
HOLD ON or LET GO
STAY or LEAVE
but it's comforting to know that God is with us whichever way we go.
*****
Many of us have built dreams with people we hoped would be with us forever only to wake up to reality that nothing's permanent in this world. Love comes and goes. People stay and leave. Life is a constant cycle of finding and losing; of making and breaking; of dying and living again.
*****
TRUTH: Sometimes you hold back your feelings not because you're afraid of falling for the person but because that person has always been meant just for a"dream" and not for "having".
From Corinne Bailey Rae's song, Breathless:
I can understand that you don't want to cross the line
And you know I can't promise you things will turn out fine
But I have to be honest, I want you to be mine
Tell me do you know?
Tell me do you know?
From a manuscript I'm currently reading:
Attitude is a little thing that makes a big difference. – Anonymous
***These past few weeks, I've been up and thinking. I may be restless most of the time, but I had time to reflect on things which honestly affect me. Hypocrisy won't do me any good. That is why I was hurt for the unreasonable things that have happened lately. But I'm keeping my head high. I should know by now. For whatever it's worth, I'm certain I performed well.
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