NEW YEAR PREDICAMENT

Never have I imagined this would happen at this point in time. I thought I have accepted my fate but I really have to go and spread my wings.

All I know is that what I feel isn't right, it won't do me any good if I really am not prepared to move on.

I feel a bit stupid, but I'm just human. I can't suppress my feelings and I find it hard to control myself.

Poor me... I can't even turn to anyone regarding this predicament of mine. They might laugh out loud and say "GAGA KA TALAGA" or "NABABALIW KA NA BA?". I'm not ready for such comments, that is why I keep it all to myself, though the situation slowly breaks my heart into pieces.

All that is left to do is leave... get away from it all as soon as possible. This is the only way I know. I should at least leave something to myself. If I continue to stay, I'm not certain if I can handle the pressure and the uncertainty. Even now, I'm not sure how much longer can I hold on.

Lord knows how I'm hurting inside...