A few days ago, I was planning on starting this blog entry with the line: "Move on, even if it hurts!" Does it? Yes, it does, especially since I don't know where these feelings of mine are headed to. By the way, the line came from a beautiful piece I received from e-mail entitled "Closing Cycles". I'll post it next time.
Last Friday, my horoscope has this to say: "You just can't wait to tell a crush your true feelings. Hold it for a while. This is serious and timing is everything, so find a way to keep it secret." Duh!!!
It pains me everytime he comes near me. Coz you see, the closer I get to be with him, the more intense my feelings become.
Inasmuch as I want everything to be civil for I believe it's the proper thing to do, I can't help myself everytime he's around. But I have to be brave. Because if all of these are going to be just like the same things I experienced with my previous flings, I really am in a lot of trouble.
P.S. I'm scheduled to take my comprehensive exam on the 19th and 26th. I don't know why up to this day I don't have the strength to review although my notes are ready. It's just that I'm so fed up with work that the only thing I want to do at home is rest. I guess I would have to rely with my schemata and God's grace by then.
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hey...just dropping by for now..promise..will read your entries soooon! just hopping....tc
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