Friday, August 11, 2006

thoughts that linger

sure, i drown in my own tears lately...

sure, there are times when i don't know where i'm going...

sure, love has mostly given me heartaches, but i was able to pick myself up, for i know nobody else will...

sure, falling for someone is a choice we make, yet it is also up to us when to snap out of it and realize that what we "hope" for might not transpire despite our efforts...

sure, i try to conceal my emotions to everyone, only to breakdown and cry when i feel like i could not take it any longer...

sure, i pray for that one special person to share my life with, and i'm not giving up on that, no way...

sure, my family is not perfect, but i guess everybody else's family is, too...

sure, some friends are hard to reach, yet there are those who stick and remain to be there no matter what...

sure, i do not earn much, but i wouldn't trade my job for anything else in this world...

sure, i splurge when i have the chance to, yet no one has the right to question me on that...

sure, i meet challenges and complexities along the way, and these are the things that help make me able and ready to face another day...

sure, my life is a mess sometimes, but at least i'm in control...

and whether i experience pain, chaos, and beauty, i know life still has a lot to offer.

and you know what... i celebrate life's diversity! it's what keeps me sane after all these years!!!

From Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy: "Knowing is better than wondering; waking is better than sleeping."

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