Perplexed.
This is what I feel right now. I have always been like this. Whenever I feel like my world is falling apart, I am shattered as well.
Call me crazy or anything, but I have this notion that nothing good is likely to happen in the next days, or even months, to come. Damn!
I started to avoid "him". I'm taking a friend's advice. But where does this lead me? Will this move take us to the next level? Will he finally make his move? Paranoia has started to set in for I think he is beginning to sense my avoidance. It has been six freakin' days (and counting-so help me God!) since my last message for him. On his part, he has never failed to text me since Monday. I'm beginning to feel guilty already, yet I have to be strong. This is the only way that I know.
With regard to my other priority, I guess I have to move fast. I would have withdrawn if not for a friend's plea not to do so. I still am hoping for that one, yet I'm not closing my door to other "worthy" opportunities.
Hang on tight!
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