shattered

All is well that ends well.

And so it seems...

But my case is different. It took two freakin' months before I was informed that I wasn't qualified at all. Damn! I mean, who the hell do they think they are? And all this time I thought I will have a great "future" with them.

It was the rudest move so far. I'm not saying I'm the best; but hey, I have been in the publishing industry for six years already. Aren't that enough time to prove my worth and my competencies as well?

They should have told me earlier; that was all I asked for from the very beginning. I actually turned down two opportunities for I was honestly expecting something good to happen. But I was wrong all along. How stupid of me!!!

I'm back to a glass-half-empty state. I don't know what to feel anymore. My world's crumbling down again.

Lord, I surrender all to you.